I am in a vanilla relationship which I WILL NOT jeopardize. I have a duel life where--

1. i am a submissive slut

2. i am greatly aroused by the thought o f chastity

3. i want to serve Women

4. i love to be hypnotised

5. i crave humiliation

6. my flaccid cock is tiny, though when i can get it up its size is lower average

7. i regularly go to a gay sauna and revel in a cocksuckfest

8. i often wear panties and i own many pairs

9. i dream about the woman i could be

10. i yearn for a kind gentle man to take my virginity and fuck me like a woman

i guess you could say that i'm fucked