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Anything Goes
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Straight Male / 39
My wife cheated on me with her boss -
I know the affair went on for several months, I practically demanded to hear every detail about what they
did, where they did it, and how often.
He never used a condom with her, they had sex many times here in our house(and in my bed) but mostly it was
an office affair. The nights she came home late and took a shower, made so much more sense after she confessed
to me.
I felt such anger towards her at first - she wanted to save our marriage and go to counseling and do
whatever it takes to make us happy again.
But I felt such disgust every time I looked at her, I made her move out a couple weeks ago. She is living
temporarily with her sister.
My confession is, and I am not sure I would ever want her to know this - is that I get aroused now when
I think about her and her boss having sex.
As I lay in my bed alone, I think about him - laying on my pillow, my wife on top of him. I have met
him a few times, and he is a big guy, so I will assume he is big everywhere.
I wonder how often I had sex with her the same day he had already cum inside her.
My wife said they have "made love" in our bed.
Why is it a turn on to think of her telling another man that she loves him???
We had him over for dinner once. It was supposed to be him and another coworker of hers, but it ended up just
being him. I did not think about it at the time, but now I wonder what they did every time I went out to
the grill to cook our steaks.
I picture them making out - then stopping as soon as they hear me coming back. Maybe she sucked his cock
a little. As crazy as it sounds, I get aroused now thinking about what they might have done behind my back.
What's wrong with me??
How can I go from being so mad and angry at my wife, to wanting her back, and wanting her to continue
her affair?
I think about how exciting it would be to be at work, and knowing my wife and her lover are in our
bed at home going at it. As gross as it sounds, I would want to be with her minutes after he was.
I fantasize about her and her boss having phone sex, but the entire time I am holding my wife close
as she tells him how much she needs him. Just before they hang up, to hear her whisper 'I love you"
to her boss - I would be hard as a rock.
It would be so embarrassing to ask my wife to come back home, and then tell her I want her to keep
seeing her boss.
I wonder if she would ever agree to that, though.
I know the affair went on for several months, I practically demanded to hear every detail about what they
did, where they did it, and how often.
He never used a condom with her, they had sex many times here in our house(and in my bed) but mostly it was
an office affair. The nights she came home late and took a shower, made so much more sense after she confessed
to me.
I felt such anger towards her at first - she wanted to save our marriage and go to counseling and do
whatever it takes to make us happy again.
But I felt such disgust every time I looked at her, I made her move out a couple weeks ago. She is living
temporarily with her sister.
My confession is, and I am not sure I would ever want her to know this - is that I get aroused now when
I think about her and her boss having sex.
As I lay in my bed alone, I think about him - laying on my pillow, my wife on top of him. I have met
him a few times, and he is a big guy, so I will assume he is big everywhere.
I wonder how often I had sex with her the same day he had already cum inside her.
My wife said they have "made love" in our bed.
Why is it a turn on to think of her telling another man that she loves him???
We had him over for dinner once. It was supposed to be him and another coworker of hers, but it ended up just
being him. I did not think about it at the time, but now I wonder what they did every time I went out to
the grill to cook our steaks.
I picture them making out - then stopping as soon as they hear me coming back. Maybe she sucked his cock
a little. As crazy as it sounds, I get aroused now thinking about what they might have done behind my back.
What's wrong with me??
How can I go from being so mad and angry at my wife, to wanting her back, and wanting her to continue
her affair?
I think about how exciting it would be to be at work, and knowing my wife and her lover are in our
bed at home going at it. As gross as it sounds, I would want to be with her minutes after he was.
I fantasize about her and her boss having phone sex, but the entire time I am holding my wife close
as she tells him how much she needs him. Just before they hang up, to hear her whisper 'I love you"
to her boss - I would be hard as a rock.
It would be so embarrassing to ask my wife to come back home, and then tell her I want her to keep
seeing her boss.
I wonder if she would ever agree to that, though.
