I've been really happy lately. My boyfriend and I have been together for over 3 and a half years. I just like being looked at and feeling like I belong to him. He has always insisted upon making me feel some way, independent. I want nothing more than to just feel owned and utterly dominated by him. I like being looked at in slutty outfits, and I want him to call me slut. I don't think I'll ever get him to call me his slut but he calls me his girl and princess. It really gets me off.

Like I said, he never wanted (or wants) me to feel like an object. He would only buy lingerie that was covering (like a babydoll teddy). He gave me a bunch of money for getting an A on a college midterm and I used it to buy a bustier. I felt liberated in an odd way. It was an outfit that I could see him entirely dominating me in, making me a tool of pleasure. Everything I want to be for him. I told him the exact opposite- that I felt like it's something I would dominate him in. Now he's suddenly looking at the more "exotic" lingerie because I've proved that I don't feel like an object when I wear that kind of thing.

He sent me a link to a piece of lingerie that is essentially a giant piece of lace that only covers the crotch and nipples. He's going to buy it for me and I'm so excited. I've never been so happy for this sort of thing. I feel like it's a win-win here. He thinks I only feel sexy and confident in the stuff he buys for me, so he feels good and wants to fuck me more. I feel like he owns me and that he'll make me his- bend me over, fuck me, order me to suck his cock, anything and it makes me horny. He doesn't have to know. If it means I'll get used to make him feel good, I'll do it and I'll never tell him the truth.