When I was a kid, my Dad owned a half a block of buildings in a seedy neighborhood in a major city. This block included four buildings. Three of the buildings had store fronts on the ground floor, offices on the second floor and apartments on the upper floors. We lived in the top two floors of one of those buildings. The space we had was enormous, at least the size of a mansion. We had seven large bedrooms, ten bathrooms including half baths. My dad had an office, library and a den. My mom had a hobby room. We had a formal dining room, double parlor, butler's pantry (but no butler) a huge family room and storage rooms. We also had the basement and roof to ourselves.

My room was huge, I had my own bedroom, bathroom, walk in closet and a play room for all my toys. My room was on the fifth floor.

As nice as our apartment was, the rest of my dad's units were kind of run down. He was basically a slumlord who also rented a lot of commercial property. While technically separate buildings, the building next door was connected to our building at several points so you could walk from one to the next without having to go downstairs, outside then in another building then walk back up stairs again. This used to be the case with my room or more specifically with my walk in closet. The door was still there it was simply locked and bolted shut with wood screws. I could easily hear everything that went on near it in the building next door.

When I was 12 my dad leased the 4th and 5th floor of the building next door to a seedy entertainment company who then opened an adult bookstore and peep show business on those two floors. The fourth floor was books, magazines, sex toys and 8 and 16 mm porno movies. The fifth floor was all peep shows. They had girls in booths who would strip down and masturbate while viewers would get in adjoining booths put money into a machine that would open a curtain and you could then watch the show. But other peep shows consisted of projected porno movies. In many of the booths there were glory holes.

I was always a very curious little boy. I liked to explore. I didn't like it when I could not access a space to satisfy my curiosity. There was virtually no place in my dad's block that I had not at one point or another explored. I explored all the basements, they were all connected and could only be accessed with a key which I frequently "borrowed." I also explored the roofs. Each was a little different. Each building was a different number of stories. Ours was five stories, one was four stories so I often would just walk down the hall and go out onto the roof of the next door building. On the other side it was six stories where the adult business had opened up, but the top story in that one was used to store all my dad's junk which I also frequently explored and then the final building was only three stories. It was on the corner and on the first floor was a grocery which I often burgled, the second story was a dentist office and the third story was where the dentist lived.

When the adult business moved in next door I immediately could hear sex sounds but they were mostly men grunting. I was incredibly curious about what that was about. I was 12, discovered masturbation the year before and was just starting to be able to ejaculate a little. I was horny all the time and despite it being a period when gay sex was completely taboo, I knew I liked guys as much as girls if not slightly more and I was extremely curious about what one could do with another guy though due to the time period, access to information about such things was scarce to a 12 year old boy.

Being the curios horny adolescent that I was, I reacted one evening to a grunting noise I heard and some banging against that locked door in my closet. I just HAD to figure out what was going on. I looked in through the key hole and saw in a barely lit space two naked men fucking, one had his dick in the other's ass and the guy with a dick up his ass was jerking off an enormous hairy cock. I could barely see due to the restricted angle of the key hole but I saw enough to realize what I was watching and immediately took out my cock and started to jerk off. I watched a huge load of sperm shoot out of the cock of the guy getting it up the ass and then the other guy grunted and in a moment it was over and the two got dressed and left. I could see the light flooding the booth from the hallway and that is when I noticed another huge cock sticking out of the wall near my key hole. It was bobbing up and down and had a string of pre cum hanging down from it. I wanted to reach out and touch it but of course there was a locked door between me and it.

I watched through that key hole for the next several hours and saw a succession of men enter, lock the door, sit down, suck cock, stand up, stick their cock into the hole, grunt, cum and leave. Sometimes there were two men in the booth, mostly one at a time.

After a few days of enjoying my own little private peep hole shows I got an idea. I wondered if I too could get my dick sucked if I had a hole to put my dick in. So remembering that my dad kept a big collection of tools in the basement, I went down and got an auger (hand drill) and a two inch bit and went into my closet and drilled a hole at the same height as my crotch. I drilled the hole very discretely when there was nobody in the booth and it was quiet in the morning. Finally I got the hole cut all the way through the lower panel of the door, smoothed it over with some sand paper and pulled up a chair and waited.

It took some time. I hadn't realized that the business didn't open officially until noon and I had drilled my hole around nine in the morning. But eventually I got some action. The first guy that came into the booth surprised me by immediately shoving his cock through my hole. It was already hard. It was about six inches long and average thickness and hairy and uncircumcised but to a twelve year old boy, it was huge. I touched it, played with it for a while. I look back and wonder what this guy was thinking feeling tiny fingers play with his dick. I had for a few days watched many guys suck cocks and wondered what it might be like so I took his cock in my mouth and sucked. I could only get the end in my mouth but I sucked while I jerked off his cock with my tiny 12 year old fingers. He came in about three minutes. That is when I had my first taste of cum and I liked it a lot. I was also the horniest I had ever been. I would have eagerly let a gang of men fuck the shit out of me had the offer been made.

He left and I only had to wait a few minutes for the next guy to come along. This time I was ready and put my dick through the hole hoping to get my first blow job. Instead I heard the guy say "JESUS! Their letting KIDS in here now!" He stormed out and slammed the booth door behind him. I got scared and decided to NOT put my dick in the hole again, at least for the time being.

A couple of minutes another guy came into the booth and sat down. A large cock was shoved through the other glory hole and the guy in the booth leaned in and sucked it. I wish I was sucking it. Then the cock disappeared and a finger wiggled through the hole and the guy in the booth stood up and stuck his dick through and got sucked. This went back and forth until I watched the guy in the book drink a load of sperm. This happened a few more times with more men then one sat down and stuck his finger in my hole. I figured what the hell, maybe this one won't freak and take off. He didn't. I heard him gasp then he played with my hard little two inch dick and next thing I know he's got the whole thing and my balls in his mouth and has a finger sticking into the hole trying to finger my butt. That was my first blow job. To say it was wonderful would be like saying wining the lottery is wonderful or getting your virginity taken by a super model is wonderful. It was pure heaven. I came in about two minutes flat. He licked me clean gently then I pulled out my cock and he put his mouth up to the hole and said "Thanks kid!" and left.

So it went on like that. Sometimes I sucked and sometimes I got sucked. Roughly half the time when I put my dick through the hole I got a blow job and half the time I was either ignored or the guy simply left the booth.

After a while I got an idea. I decided to enlarge the hole. I got out the auger again only realized that once you make a two inch hole you can't use an auger to make it bigger so I got a hole saw which worked kind of like an auger but it had two rings, one that fit snugly in the whole and one to make the bigger hole. I decided to go for six inches which took me an hour to cut, since I had weak little kid arms. I was small for my size.

After I cleaned up my new and improved glory hole I put my tools away. I pulled up a chair and waited. Sure enough a young guy in his twenties soon came along. He was lean, smooth, somewhat muscular and good looking. He also had a cock as big as my arm. He whipped it out and shoved it right through my hole. I began sucking on the end. Since the hole was now quite big he was able to reach in and hold the back of my head and force his cock into my throat. I panicked but at the same time was incredibly turned on by the idea of choking to death on his massive cock. He quickly came and left.

A few minutes later an older guy came in, maybe forty or so, he sat down and looked right into my eyes through the whole. "Holy cow kid, how did you get in here?" I just looked meekly back into his eyes hoping he would overlook my age and fuck my mouth. He asked if I would like to suck him and I responded by nodding my head, smiling and and opening my mouth and licking my lips. He took out his cock and put it in the hole. I played with his balls, sucked his cock and hoped for another mouthful of sperm. I was not disappointed. Afterwards he asked how old I was and I lied and said 13. He said "Jesus kid, don't tell anyone you are that young!" Then he left.

I had several encounters like that over the next several days. I loved that now they would be able to reach in and hold my head and fuck my throat hard. I liked being able to play with their hairy balls and I loved that when they sucked me they reached in between my legs and fingered my ass or just held onto my ass.

Then one day a week or so later one guy simply informed me, after I'd sucked his dick for a while, that I was his slave, his girlfriend and I needed to turn around and present my ass to him for fucking. He told me to sit against the hole and hold my cheeks open. I did, out of fear and excitement, exactly as he said. I expected his cock but instead, at least at first, got his tongue. It felt wonderful, amazing, almost better than getting a blow job. I didn't know a tongue could reach that deeply into an ass. Then he pulled that out and slowly introduced my asshole to his cock. It hurt like hell but I was bound and determined to be a good slave girl and let him fuck me hard. In truth I don't think he got much more than about half of it in my ass. I felt him squirt his sperm deep into my bowels and then he pulled out, licked my asshole clean for a while then he gave me a blow job. He had said a few times while fucking me how he loved fucking little girly boys so I figured when he asked me how old I was I'd lie a little to see his reaction. I told him I was ten. I don't know if he believed me but he gasped again, swore and left.

A few days after that I heard some noises coming from my closet and when I investigated I found a board had been screwed over my hole from the other side. Written on my side of the board were the words: "keep out!"

I got scared and thought maybe the owner would tell my dad but he never did but somebody blabbed. Anyway it was a while before I got the courage to try again. A few weeks later I got impossibly horny and just had to have access again so I cut anther hole right through the board, undid the screws and removed what was left of it and waited to suck some cock.

I was not disappointed. A big lanky black many came into the booth, the first I'd ever seen naked, and shoved his massive black cock through my hole and just ordered me to suck. I did and loved ever drop he gushed down my throat. After a few more blow jobs and one half hearted sucking of my own cock a couple came into the booth, the first time ever. He was around fifty or so and she looked like she was around sixteen. He sat down and she got on her knees and took out his dick and sucked it for a while. I figured there was no chance I'd get to such on his beautiful cock but I was wrong. After a while she glanced in my direction, saw my face and looked very shocked and surprised. Then she told her friend that they had company. She told him to put his cock to my hole and he did and I sucked it while she watched and smiled and winked at me. She obviously could tell how old I was and called me kid and said I was a good little cock sucking faggot and encouraged me to drink his sperm but he had other ideas. He told me to turn around and present my ass for fucking and I felt her small hands reach in and play with my balls while he fucked me. Finally he came up my ass and wanted to leave but she talked him into staying for a few more minutes while she sucked me off. That is when he saw my little cock and asked how old I was. I lied and told him I was nine. He begged me not to tell anyone he had just fucked a little kid and I agreed but only if he promised to come back the next day and do it again.

He came back the next day, with a different girl this time. She was even younger, almost my age, 13 I think. He fucked my mouth and ass again and then told the girl to suck me off while he watched. She did. it was nice but I preferred to suck on his big hairy cock.

A few days later my hole was boarded up again. After that I gave up on my glory hole and made due watching through the peep hole and jerking off.

One day, a week later I was sitting on the front stoop of my building when that same man in his fifties came along with yet another teenage girl on his arm. I looked him right in the eyes as he walked by, I could see he recognized me but didn't say anything and kept walking. They went into the building next door and stayed for about half an hour. He came back out and walked past me again but as he did he slipped a note into my hand and then continued on his way. The note read: "meet me at noon in ******** park by the rest rooms."

So I went to the park and sat down at a bench next to the men's rest room. Sure enough a few minutes later he showed up and walked right past me into the rest room but looked me in the eyes and winked as he did. I followed him in a moment later and that is when he grabbed me, dragged me into the back into a stall and ripped my clothes off and forced me to suck his cock then he shoved it up my ass and fucked me hard. I loved every minute. It was exactly like several fantasies I often jerked off to while sitting at my hole waiting to suck cock. After he came up my ass he gave me a blow job which made it all the better. Then he told me that every time he caught me sitting at that bench he would do exactly the same thing to me. So every day that summer I made sure I was sitting there at noon and nearly every time he came along and fucked me to oblivion. That ended in August when a cop spotted him, came in and interrupted us. He arrested the old man and took me to the hospital where he interrogated me about what the guy was doing to me. I got turned on giving him all the juicy details and imagined he took me into a jail cell and fucked me but of course he was a cop and didn't do that.

That was the end of my adventures at that place until I was a little older. Meanwhile I found two like minded buddies in my school who wanted to play. I found them unintentionally. We were in gym class together in the seventh grade and when it was time for showers they saw I had a hard-on looking at them. That is when I got invited to special sleep overs with them and I invited them over as well. It was nice sucking each other's cock and they both had bigger cocks than I did but it just wasn't the same as all those nice big adult hairy cocks I was used to sucking.

That pretty much went on until I was fifteen.

The business was still there next door but I was too afraid to approach the place out of fear I might get into trouble, mostly with my dad. But when I was fifteen I was, again, sitting on the front stoop when a guy in his thirties comes along and sees me. Now in that neighborhood, twenty people per minute would walk past our building during the afternoon and early evening so I suppose statistically, one would eventually come along who would want to play. The guy stops and tells me I'm cute. That was in 1965 when guys didn't tell other guys they were cute, at least not in public. But this guy was perhaps a little more adventurous than average. He asked if I'd ever been next door and knew what went on there. Well I had never actually been inside the place since they opened but I had been in the space before they leased it from my dad and I knew exactly what went on there but pretended to be totally ignorant wondering what the guy was getting at. Then he invites me to join him next door. The sign out front said everyone had to be 21 to enter though I did remember that guy with the under age prostitutes and figured maybe he had snuck them int.

This guy says he can get me in and it's a fun place so intrigued, mostly curious how he was going to accomplish my entry, I got up and went in with him. We had to hike up three flights of stairs to get to a door that had a list of rules and warnings posted on it and he rang the bell. A "bouncer" let us in but then said I was way too young to be there. The guy slips the bouncer a fiver and the guy just lets us in like it was nothing. So I get the grand tour of the place. There were several booths where guys could watch the girls strip and masturbate. There was a massage room where guys could get a "massage" and there were the glory hole booths where guys got each other off. He took me directly to the very booth where I had from the other side sucked and gotten fucked so many times before. I could see the board still screwed into place covering my former hole. The booth was bigger than I remembered. There were three glory holes, the one I knew about and two others out of view from the vantage point I had before. Cocks were sticking out of two of them. The guy ordered me to strip naked. I did. He then told me he wanted to watch me suck cock. I did. I was in heaven again. I sucked off five guys in an hour. Meanwhile he just watched and jerked off. Finally I sucked him off and he left me there alone. I spent the evening in that booth sucking cock and finally getting my own cock sucked.

After that I started sitting on the stoop next door instead of my own and sure enough, it never took more than an hour for some guy to come along and offer to get me into the place. After a while I no longer even needed that. I just blew the bouncer to get in and had the run of the place. I discovered that some booths required coin to use and some were free. Mine and a couple of others were free. I also found out that was because the owner wanted willing cock suckers to suck cock for free while others paid to be in the booths adjoining their booths. That way he didn't have to pay anyone to be there to entertain paying customers. I didn't mind. I got to suck a lot of cock and occasionally get fucked and sucked myself.

Hanging out there as long as I did I got to know the girls as well. One girl, Brigid, an Irish girl who had been here since she was 12 and still had her accent, wanted to go out and asked ME out on a date. I was shocked. Girls didn't usually do that back then and 16 year old girls never did. I was still 15 so that made it even more surprising. We ended back at my place and she asked if I would mind if she tried to seduce me. She knew I was "queer" but she just had to try to make me like her. She thought I was strictly gay and was on a mission to "straighten" me out. I didn't tell her I liked girls too and just played along and the whole time she thought she successfully converted me. But she did take my virginity. After that we started to do a live sex show at the place next door. We did sixty nine together, I ate her out, she sucked my dick and I fucked her, sometimes in the ass, all while customers watched through windows and paid into the machines and jerked off.

Brigid shared her tips with me which amounted to about $5 a day, not bad for a fifteen year old kid in 1965. But she had to keep the majority for herself since she had to support herself. She lived alone in her own tiny rented room on the third floor. I hadn't known she lived there. She had a little black and white TV, a radio, a bed, sink, toilet, shower, fridge and a hot plate. That was it. Her clothes, such as they were, were kept in a cardboard box. My dad had tons of furniture on the sixth floor and in the basement he could have let her use.

coincidentally I bumped into my dad next door one day. He was more concerned that I might tell mom about his hobby than the fact that I, at 15, was in an adult bookstore/peepshow. We negotiated my silence and within a few days, my new girlfriend had a nicer full size apartment complete with a kitchen, big bathroom with a tub, queen size bed, sofa, dining set, bigger TV, freshly painted walls and a new carpet. I all but moved in with her since I spent all of my time there when we weren't upstairs doing sex shows together.

School started up the next week. I wanted to graduate high school so I had to go and plus my parents would have killed me if I weren't able to go to college. I was supposed to take over the real estate business when I graduated. THat was the plan.

But every free time I had was spent either sucking cock, fucking Brigid in her apartment or in the live sex shows up stairs.

Brigid left a couple of years later. I graduated from high school but while I was in high school I continued to play next door upstairs, occasionally doing live sex shows but more frequently sitting in a booth sucking a lot of cock.

I went away to college for four years, graduated with a degree in business and went to work for my Dad. By that point he had a dozen blocks of buildings, I learned about getting sexual favors from tenants who were short on rent and how to get free goods and services from commercial tenants.

In 1988 my Dad died and I took over the business completely. I leased out half a dozen places to the original owner of the adult business next door and frequented all of them. I had all the pussy and cock I could hope for. At 39 I married a 16 year old girl I'd been fucking for the previous three years. She was doing massages at one of my tenant's massage parlor's. We are still married and she doesn't mind at all that I frequently enjoy sucking big hard hairy cocks as long as she gets to play too.