Here goes...I had a sexual experience with my younger girl cousin. This is how it started. Around summer of 2013 I dated this girl in college who I ended up losing my virginity to. Things took a turn in our relationship as winter break was approaching and after about a week before the school semester ended she dumped me. I was really bummed out by this because I really wanted to keep on fucking her. You may call me cold hearted but our relationship was mostly just a sexual experience.

I decided to travel out of the country that same year during winter break. I had not met my family that was not residing within the US so I thought it was a good opportunity to visit them since I was in such a depressed mood. During the whole plane ride I kept thinking about her small perky tits, her small waist that was easy to hold onto while I fucked her doggy, her amazing ass that would clap against my balls, and most of all I miss her feet. Her feet were really smooth, and her toenails were not jacked up, and her foot size was about 8 in mens shoe size which was pretty big for an average girl's foot but I actually loved this about her. When we would sit down facing eachother in a cross legged position then I would open my legs and she would guide her foot towards my ball sack and just sort of lightly squish them with her toes. Then with her whole bare foot she'd press on my cock and masterbated me like that.

Anyway I'm out visiting family. I meet my grandparents, uncles, aunts, and COUSINS. Now what really surprised me at first was that most of my girl cousins I was instantly attracted to them. They were hot, my age or just a bit younger, and I also instantly connected with them when we first hanged out. About a month in this vacation I bonded extremely well with one of my younger cousins. I was 17 at the time nearly turning 18 and my younger cousin was even closer to turning 15. During our bonding moments I started to notice little things that she would do that made me harder everytime we hanged out and made it more difficult for me to hide my cock. For example I clearly remember a movie night we had. Most of our family was there and my younger cousin and I were sitting really close together and had more than half blanket cover our bodies. She would hold on really tight to my arm and would her knee on top of my crotch area so her thigh was resting on my hip. It was a weird position but I'm glad no one in my family noticed, thankgod for blankets. So she was in this position and I was sorta feeling that she was dry humping me. I dared not to look at her while we were watching the movie I was nervous that we would get caught. That night I was going crazy thinking about it. I wanted to take her and have her jump up and down on my stiff cock and I felt bad for thinking that since I knew I felt hornier than ever since I had not masterbated or even had sex since that relationship in college.

After I calmed down I started researching online about individuals having sex with their own family or stuff like why I was attracted to some of my family memebers. I did eventually find a few articles that answered my questions and it made me calm down a bit since the realm of science was brought into it. What I mean by that is that in summary it was normal to be attracted to your own family something about our brains liking faces that resemble our own. I do not completely remember what that article said, but I do remember that after I read that and surfed a few websites I was eager t hangout with my cousin again.

About a week passed by and I was in luck. Me and her eventually had our grandsparents house all to ourselves one day for a few hours. We were watching movie and my grandma and some of my other cousins stepped out to go to the market. As soon as they stepped out and the door was loudly heard that it locked my cousin turned around and layed on top of me. She rested her head on my chest and tried getting her leg around my waist. You see, I was sitting down in a position where I picked up my left knee to hide my boner. She was sitting on the left side of me struggling to get her foot around my bent knee posttion when I courageously asked her what she was trying to do. I mean I knew she was trying to feel my cock I think but I wanted confirmation. She then said in a shy voice that she wanted to cuddle. What I replied next was so embarrassing. I told her I couldn't allow her to cuddle me because I could not bend my knee. She looked confused and started pushing my knee down. I was laughing but panicking at the same time. She eventually succeeded and my boner stuck out in all its glory. I was wearing shorts with loose boxers and a plain white T-shirt, it was early in the morning. She looked up at me once she discovered the hill on my shorts. She did not say a thing to me and neither did I. I kept this poker face attitude and continued to watch the movie. Out of the corner of my eye I could see she kept starting at it and I grew hornier that my cock strated to twitch. She the immediately placed her leg around me squishing it. It did not hurt me if anything it turned me on even more. She then started to move her leg in a shuffling pattern. Her thigh was literally flattening my dick and I loved it. I wrapped her closer to me and she then started to get on top of me. She kissed my neck and glanced at me a lot. I glanced a few times back but for the most of it I closed my eyes and started lightly kissing her face and ears. She was now dry humping me with the movie still going on, I started to fill my shorts with a lot of pre-cum she didn't notice since her hands never layed a finger on my cock. I was laying flat on my back she was laying on top of me wearing these thin pajamas that would envelope her nice little ass cheeks very well. I then started to feel that she was squeezing my cock with both of her thighs and was moving it towards her pussy still dry humping me. So I scooted up and gave her poke with me head and she moaned in my ear and stopped moving for bit. She then turned over and sat up with her butt flattening my cock. My cock was not penetrating her pussy since we are wearing clothes on but she moved my cock where it was fully erect flat on my lower stomach. She was not facing me anymore the position we were in was a reverse cowgirl. I was grabbing and squeezing her ass so much much I did not slap her but now that I think of it I should have.

We dry humped for about 10 mins we didn't make out we were just kissing parts of our faces a lot nack, cheeks, ears, forehead. I felt that after those ten minutes the clothes were going to come off but we were then arruptly interrupted when we heard the door. She bolted to the bathroom which was so funny, I'm guessing she went to go finish off and I tried to get my best poker face on. I calmed down a bit and my other cousins joined in on the movie. My younger cousin finally came out of the rest room after 30 mins hahaha and now it was my turn to finish myself off and I did so while thinking about my cousin. Doing that I cummed the one of the boggest loads I ever cummed but I liked this one a lot s it fell more intimate and I have to say it was a better finish than when I had sex. Is that weird? I don't think so because when I had that sexual relationship with that girl in college there was no love just us two getting hot for eachother.

As what I can say for my cousin is that I spent a lot of time with her talking about a lot of private and intimate stuff. She was very curious everytime I talked about my love life. After we had that experience of dry humping our brains out we didn't get to hangout alone again mostly because there was always family around. Once December was over I had to come back home. We talked for awhile online, and i say awhile because then i got busy with school work once I was back home attending my university again. We never talked about that day until I visited her again in winter break 2015.

I guess I'll keep typing the continuation of this story since idk if I can comment again and somehow link this post with the updated one. (This is my first confession on this website)

Back to the story. Winter break 2015 was here and I was excited but mad at the same time. the years 2014 and 2015 treated my school life well but not so much my love life. I was on a dry spell and on an extreme one at that I could not land any girl for some reason but most of all my school work kept me from having a social life.

I went to visit my family for another break and while I was in the plane I kept on thinking about my cousin and wondered if would go all the way this time or at least eat her out or her give me a blowjob. There was a bit of a problem though I had discovered that she had a bf and recently broke up and it was weird to think that because I didn't know if that would have any affect. I wouldn't think so since we are family of course hahaha. Bad joke, but anyhow once I landed it was a week until we saw eachother. We had not contacted eachother since December 2014 and I remember that because we had gotten into a argument about me not going to visit that winter break. Now that I was going to her house I would have to apologize in person. When I got to her house I greeted my favorite aunt and my other cousins my younger cousin was no where to found apparently she had left with another aunt of mine to travel outside outside the city. So I didn't get to see her for another month. I ended up seeing her two weeks before I left back home.

I was left with her and her sisters in the house alone my favorite aunt had work and would not be coming till late at night. It was eveing and my younger cousin and me were having a blast playing video games. My other cousins then got annoyed and stepped out of the room leaving me to my sensual cousin.

She had grown a lot, puberty was amazing on her. The flat chest she used to have was replaced by B cups. Her small squeeshy butt was now rounder and bubblier. Hey thighs grew a bit thicker and her face was of course much more mature and her hair was kept nicer looked healthier too!.

So my annoyed cousins stepped out and my horny cousin closed the door. She didn't lock it since it would make to much of a suspicious scene. She first hugged me very tight, I was kissed her forehead and told her I was sorry for not visiting the past winter break. She forgave me but slapped me across my face. I didn't mind the slap I deserved it and I found it so hot that my cock filled rapidly. I was wearing jeans and my cock felt like bursting through I had to bend a bit over to hug her again but she stopped my and this time she pulled my waist towards hers.I pushed her on the bed and layed her face down. She held her hands up, grabbed my waist and I started to dry hump in a doggystyle position. This didn't feel too good. My cock kept poking her bubbly butt we where both wearing jeans, there was not a lot of freedom!

We then heard my cousins making their way towards the room we were in so we stopped and she kissed me this time on the lips and put our poker faces on.

Days passed, we kept hanging out we tried to have more sexual contact but never got a chance. Soon I went back home.

A year has passed now since that day we have had little to no contact, I'm always busy especially not that work during the summer and have heavier courses. But hey now its almost winter break again and I already have my tickets to go "visit the family" once again. Idk what to expect this time around though she has a boyfriend yet again and our contact has been very low this passed year. Iam excited too still see her especially since I'm really sexually frustrated this time since I have nto been able to have a decent love life.

That's my confession and my very first here. If you have any questions or something related that you want to say to me please do comment(: