I feel so embarrassed by it but I've been dreaming of a "daddy" for many years. It's not that teenage slut I'm fantasising to be, it's that innocent little girl I wanna be.
I have a roommate with kids and I some times work night shifts so I'm all alone when I come home. Sometimes I take a diaper from his kids and puy it on. I fantasise about how my daddy if forcing me to wear it because I wet myself and the bed..when I just barely can close the diaper I fantasise about how my daddy would have mocked me a bit and said I've become to chubby for diapers (I'm obviously not) and I will be ashamed because daddy is mean. My daddy says how beautiful his little girl is alot and he is very caring but very firm, he gives me alot of spanking.
When I am in the apartment and wear my diaper I also fantasise about how my daddy is telling me to hump my very big teddy bear, and I will do it even though I don't want it, daddy stands behind me and stroke his big.. I can't help if, it feels so good so I cum. I feel so ashamed and my daddy is smiling..
When I have cum one time I sometimes go out in the kitchen and take Nutella on a spoon and put it down my but and around my pussy, it feels so naughty and good. I then fantasise of how it was my daddy doing it to me and I would feel more ashamed and humiliated..daddy would only laugh and make fun of me and say I've pooped in the diaper. Even though he knows he put down the Nutella in there.
I go in to the bedroom again and spank myself so I can feel how messy everything in my diaper gets and I imagine I lay over daddy's lap and he spanks me while saying humiliating stuff about me "pooping the diaper".
I go back up on my teddy bear and start humping it..I fantasise about daddy forcing me to hump me loving teddy with a messy diaper, I can't help it. I cum again.
I fantasise about daddy laying me down on my back, with firm grip to show I can't get away. He looks in my eyes and smiles a bit mean towards me and then open my ddiaper. "Look at this messy pussy!!what should we do with this??" He would ask. I would hold my hands over my face of embarecment by now but daddy forces me to look at how messy my pussy is. I wanna cry. "We need to make this clean, this is just not ok." Before i could answer daddy starts licking me clean!! I wanna get away but it feels so good what daddy does with his tounge. It tickles so good when he cleans my but. He loves the taste and got chocolate over his face. All the sudden before I react daddy puts his big cock in me and start fucking me so hard. I scream no daddy but daddy don't care. Daddy fills me up with cum. I feel violated and dirty. Daddy gives me a kiss on the for head and then tell me to stay put.
He comes back with a new diaper and I wanna cry. "AAw but baby you know you need to have it. Be a good girl for daddy now." He doesn't even clean my pussy after his cum that was still going out of my pussy. He just put the diaper on and gave it a kiss.

Oh wow I can't belive I just told this!!! It made me so horny again. I wish I could have a secret older daddy like this.