I am a 46yr old married man and I love a good ass cleaning and stretching. My wife doesn't know but I use her large dildo on my ass and I love it. I can also fist my own ass after a good cleaning and loosening up.
I was introduced to genital play by my step sister when I was 5yr old. Since then I started playing with my self often. I identify as straight but I have had a couple guys blow me, I sucked one cock and loved it, and I have been ass fucked two or three times. I am not attracted to mean at all but I will suck a cock if I get the chance. Does that even make sense?
I have often went to work with a butt plug or other object in my ass. After a good ass cleaning and dildo session I will sometimes put a tampon in my ass to soak up the natural ass lube that starts flowing. If I go to work it sometimes would soak my underwear. I can can even fist myself. All this is solo play except the few times I mentioned. I would love to have some one fuck and fist me but I don't know how to go about finding a willing partner. Am I bi or gay even though I'm not attracted to men at all. Only cock.