I got married to a beautiful woman a couple of years ago and the sex is still great. She does anything I want and need, and has her own little kinks of which I am happy to oblige. I recently started having sex with a man. I should say with a man , again. My first sex was with another boy, I was 15 he was 16 and we used to hang out a lot, and spent a lot of time in each others houses. Whenever parents were gone we would play with his sister and mothers dirty undies, or my moms undies, play with our cocks, jack off together etc. That sort of thing. One time my mom and was out of the house during the summer, at work and we were going naked together in my house. We went into my moms room and in her hamper found some used panties that smelled pretty fresh, and also some used kotex in the trash can wrapped up in toilet paper. In going through her nightstand we found a vibrator that was quite large, along with a bottle of KY jelly. I don't know what came over us, but I laid on my moms unmade bed and rubbed some KY on my butthole and my friend rubbed some on his cock and he got on top of me and fucked me. I got fucked in my moms bed, lost my butt cherry in my moms bed. We did it there many times.

We got our own KY, and he fucked me or I sucked him off for about 2 years. He would mostly make me jack off while he fucked me or to suit him, after; but did blow me a few times. I didn't mind, I actually preferred getting fucked or giving a BJ, I loved the feeling of someone tensing up and felling the cock inside me grow large and spurt ropes of cum either in my butt or my mouth. After about 9 months of us having sex, I let two grown men in the neighborhood have sex with me as well. They were both married to women, and had kids, but I found myself on their bed, and even in their wifes nighties, getting fucked and sucking cock. My friend didn't know about it at all. Eventually we got girlfriends, and our fucking stopped.

During college I let another couple of men fuck me, and eventually at work while travelling, I'd go to the adult bookstores and get blown, or occasionally blow someone, got fucked once in those situations, only with a rubber though, even for oral. My current wife is super hot, I love fucking anal and she likes it too, she can't get enough cum in her. She doesn't care where, pussy, mouth, ass she just wants cock and cum. I guess the problem is . . . so do I.

I feel empty when a cock pulls out of me, and I miss having a cock inside me. I can't tell her, she wouldn't allow me to have sex with a man and with her. The man I see is a much older man, he is 53, and has the biggest cock I've ever seen. It is literally 10" long and a bit over 2" thick. I feel things that I never felt before while getting fucked by that big cock. Worse, I miss it terribly when I'm not getting fucked. I'd even be willing to let her fuck him if she'd do it but I know she won't.