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Gay Stories
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Bi-Sexual Male / 21
So, just wanna get this off my chest: I fucking hate gay men, I fucking hate men in general, and yes, I'm bitter and salty.
I don't get it. Everyone keeps saying that gay guys and men in general have "high sex drives," and are wanting to hook-up and shit. Well, where? I'm freaking pissed. Here, let me explain myself.
Now, I have a record of hooking up, but, with only people who use me, and then kick me out. I didn't hold it against them back then,because I didn't want to come off as an ass. But, now, I'm starting to realize, no fucking guy is good in bed, have a decent sex drive,nor, does any guy want me.
Now, am I ugly? I don't know. I'm 5'11, 165 pounds, am mostly skinny, have black hair and somewhat facial hair. For body, think of a satyr - shinny, smooth top and hairy bottom. I got a decent looking cock, and know how to pleasure others. Hell, I at least know how to use my mouth,making 5 guys cum multiple times in a day. But,when it comes to me, I never get attention, nor anyone really into me.
Dating is a joke, since women tel me I look hideous and to never talk to them, but, the older men told me that I look too feminine to take seriously. So, girls think I'm ugly, but older (and desperate) older men say I look too feminine to fuck. So, I'm ugly and girly. Whatever.
I'll cut to the chase, and tell you what's been up. So, it all started in September, where I wanted to finally get a blow job (never had one), and I went on CL to find someone to get some attention. The entire CL board was bombarded with POZ loads and shit, and I didn't want any of that. And my regulars don't want to do anything for me sexually. I'd rather not get anything, and do all the work in the bedroom again, only to be told to jerk off in the bathroom. So, this trucker ad seemed okay, I replied, and he responded. He said he wanted someone to fuck him and he had condoms. I was happy and drove immediately."Finally," I thought, "I can have someone focus on ME"! I drove there with a smile on my face, and a skip in my step, to find his truck parked by a rest stop. I walked by and opened the door,and immediately wanted to kill myself. The fat fuck was disgusting, selfish, and made me give him head, and left me pinned against his smelly body all night. Okay, strike one.
Then, after that, I figured I'd keep to myself. But,then my roomate in the dorms wanted to bang. Now, this was a surprise, and I thought he was drunk texting me by mistake. Put it delicately, my roomate is gay as fuck, and taller and stickier than me. He's not bad looking, but, you can tell he's flamboyant and all, while also not my type (like older guys with a little gut, lot of body hair,lots of facial hair and loves to make out and bottom. Don't mean, I'll say "no" to a guy my age necessarily, but, I likes daddies - but daddies don't like me).
So, I get in the room, he's jerking it, I ask him if he was meaning to text someone else this lewd shit,and he said he wants my cock. Now,this is where, it's semi-my fault. I said yes to everything, and finally got someone sucking my cock, but, I didn't want to be selfish. I have him head and fingered his hole, and tried to fuck it (weird angel troubles), and even offered my hole (his cock is puny), and it all ended up me sucking him off. Now, me being incredibly generous, I just expected a lick there too. Nope! He said "Once I cum, it's all business. It's gross now." I honestly wanted to square him in the fucking face. I left to do homework, and lose sleep. After that was a long string of gay guys my age saying sucking dick and fucking is gross,so, I'm not even gonna jump into that wagon, so, I'll just say that this is strike two.
Now, here it is, the one fucking tease. I couldn't take my regulars being one sided, so, I cut ties with them a little, and was hunting new tail. There, I came across a married man on CL, looking for younger and horny skinny guys. I sent him a reply, and was expecting him to not do so, or to tell me "You look like a faggot, I only fuck REAL MEN,GROW MUSCLES AND BE A LUMBERJACK" or some shit. No, he actually sounded genuine, and wanting to meet. I was actually having smiles, and really wanting to meet him. I wanted to kiss, to give mutual pleasure, and make him enjoy himself. So, we tried meeting a fee times, but holidays got in the way. I understood. Then ill timed events of me trying to show up, then him cancelling on me. I understood. But, now, FUCKING NOW, we didn't meet up last night, because he had to teach a kid sister few lessons (a teacher), which he now says he was fucking some dude from the gym. I was done. No, I am done.
I'm sick of it. Every guy either sucks in bed, or doesn't wanna meet, and drag me along. When am I gonna get my suck off? When am I gonna get someone wanting to be sexual? When am I gonna get someone, who'd take me in consideration? Welp, no one. Women hate me, and no guy wants me. Dating or hooking up. Well, I'm done. I'll be fucking asexual from now on, since every woman in the world, and every guy who likes straggling around boys, never wants to make me fucking cum.
To me, no beer is better than bad beer.
I don't get it. Everyone keeps saying that gay guys and men in general have "high sex drives," and are wanting to hook-up and shit. Well, where? I'm freaking pissed. Here, let me explain myself.
Now, I have a record of hooking up, but, with only people who use me, and then kick me out. I didn't hold it against them back then,because I didn't want to come off as an ass. But, now, I'm starting to realize, no fucking guy is good in bed, have a decent sex drive,nor, does any guy want me.
Now, am I ugly? I don't know. I'm 5'11, 165 pounds, am mostly skinny, have black hair and somewhat facial hair. For body, think of a satyr - shinny, smooth top and hairy bottom. I got a decent looking cock, and know how to pleasure others. Hell, I at least know how to use my mouth,making 5 guys cum multiple times in a day. But,when it comes to me, I never get attention, nor anyone really into me.
Dating is a joke, since women tel me I look hideous and to never talk to them, but, the older men told me that I look too feminine to take seriously. So, girls think I'm ugly, but older (and desperate) older men say I look too feminine to fuck. So, I'm ugly and girly. Whatever.
I'll cut to the chase, and tell you what's been up. So, it all started in September, where I wanted to finally get a blow job (never had one), and I went on CL to find someone to get some attention. The entire CL board was bombarded with POZ loads and shit, and I didn't want any of that. And my regulars don't want to do anything for me sexually. I'd rather not get anything, and do all the work in the bedroom again, only to be told to jerk off in the bathroom. So, this trucker ad seemed okay, I replied, and he responded. He said he wanted someone to fuck him and he had condoms. I was happy and drove immediately."Finally," I thought, "I can have someone focus on ME"! I drove there with a smile on my face, and a skip in my step, to find his truck parked by a rest stop. I walked by and opened the door,and immediately wanted to kill myself. The fat fuck was disgusting, selfish, and made me give him head, and left me pinned against his smelly body all night. Okay, strike one.
Then, after that, I figured I'd keep to myself. But,then my roomate in the dorms wanted to bang. Now, this was a surprise, and I thought he was drunk texting me by mistake. Put it delicately, my roomate is gay as fuck, and taller and stickier than me. He's not bad looking, but, you can tell he's flamboyant and all, while also not my type (like older guys with a little gut, lot of body hair,lots of facial hair and loves to make out and bottom. Don't mean, I'll say "no" to a guy my age necessarily, but, I likes daddies - but daddies don't like me).
So, I get in the room, he's jerking it, I ask him if he was meaning to text someone else this lewd shit,and he said he wants my cock. Now,this is where, it's semi-my fault. I said yes to everything, and finally got someone sucking my cock, but, I didn't want to be selfish. I have him head and fingered his hole, and tried to fuck it (weird angel troubles), and even offered my hole (his cock is puny), and it all ended up me sucking him off. Now, me being incredibly generous, I just expected a lick there too. Nope! He said "Once I cum, it's all business. It's gross now." I honestly wanted to square him in the fucking face. I left to do homework, and lose sleep. After that was a long string of gay guys my age saying sucking dick and fucking is gross,so, I'm not even gonna jump into that wagon, so, I'll just say that this is strike two.
Now, here it is, the one fucking tease. I couldn't take my regulars being one sided, so, I cut ties with them a little, and was hunting new tail. There, I came across a married man on CL, looking for younger and horny skinny guys. I sent him a reply, and was expecting him to not do so, or to tell me "You look like a faggot, I only fuck REAL MEN,GROW MUSCLES AND BE A LUMBERJACK" or some shit. No, he actually sounded genuine, and wanting to meet. I was actually having smiles, and really wanting to meet him. I wanted to kiss, to give mutual pleasure, and make him enjoy himself. So, we tried meeting a fee times, but holidays got in the way. I understood. Then ill timed events of me trying to show up, then him cancelling on me. I understood. But, now, FUCKING NOW, we didn't meet up last night, because he had to teach a kid sister few lessons (a teacher), which he now says he was fucking some dude from the gym. I was done. No, I am done.
I'm sick of it. Every guy either sucks in bed, or doesn't wanna meet, and drag me along. When am I gonna get my suck off? When am I gonna get someone wanting to be sexual? When am I gonna get someone, who'd take me in consideration? Welp, no one. Women hate me, and no guy wants me. Dating or hooking up. Well, I'm done. I'll be fucking asexual from now on, since every woman in the world, and every guy who likes straggling around boys, never wants to make me fucking cum.
To me, no beer is better than bad beer.
