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Straight Female / 31
I am 31 and I have a position of responsibility with seven direct reports. I support myself.
There are so many texts and he has drug out of me declarations of love over the phone, in public places, and had me yell it for the echo effect at the Grand Canyon. He had a convention in Scottsdale and he had me take vacation and fly out to spend time with him there.
I do not report directly to him, but I am in his chain of command.
He has a wife of 32 years and two grown children, the older daughter is one year younger than me.
For full disclosure I have talked to him about stopping, but after he told me to put that out of my mind I have not tried again. I do not want to stop, it hurts when all I have to do is wait for him to get done with his various commitments with his wife or daughters, to think of never seeing him again is not something I can do.
I don't think I am his mistress, he doesn't support me, but I am his sweetheart girlfriend. I answer to baby and his pet name for me is Clyde. I hardly ever use his name, except when I kid him with telling him 'I take you John, to be my lawfully wedded husband' and I tell him I feel like I am his lawfully wedded wife. I know it is a fantasy but I would marry him without hesitation.
I have toyed with the idea of going back to school for a masters. I have also toyed with the idea of just letting nature take its course and see if I can have a baby. The masters degree I have been postponing for three years, I am not sure I can postpone having a baby for three years. He knows about both of my ideas and he says it is up to me to decide. He assumes I am on birth control, I can tell him or not tell him if I still am or not, he isn't going to take any precautions.
It began as a sexual relationship, one sided and I did not know how to set boundaries with him, so there were no boundaries and here I am three years later with my life energy centered around him. I know lots of men have mistresses and girlfriends, I just never thought I would be one of those girlfriends. I would like to be his mistress, live entirely off of what he gives me for support. I would quit my job today and be his full time mistress. With a baby I am sure that is how I will want to live.
There are so many texts and he has drug out of me declarations of love over the phone, in public places, and had me yell it for the echo effect at the Grand Canyon. He had a convention in Scottsdale and he had me take vacation and fly out to spend time with him there.
I do not report directly to him, but I am in his chain of command.
He has a wife of 32 years and two grown children, the older daughter is one year younger than me.
For full disclosure I have talked to him about stopping, but after he told me to put that out of my mind I have not tried again. I do not want to stop, it hurts when all I have to do is wait for him to get done with his various commitments with his wife or daughters, to think of never seeing him again is not something I can do.
I don't think I am his mistress, he doesn't support me, but I am his sweetheart girlfriend. I answer to baby and his pet name for me is Clyde. I hardly ever use his name, except when I kid him with telling him 'I take you John, to be my lawfully wedded husband' and I tell him I feel like I am his lawfully wedded wife. I know it is a fantasy but I would marry him without hesitation.
I have toyed with the idea of going back to school for a masters. I have also toyed with the idea of just letting nature take its course and see if I can have a baby. The masters degree I have been postponing for three years, I am not sure I can postpone having a baby for three years. He knows about both of my ideas and he says it is up to me to decide. He assumes I am on birth control, I can tell him or not tell him if I still am or not, he isn't going to take any precautions.
It began as a sexual relationship, one sided and I did not know how to set boundaries with him, so there were no boundaries and here I am three years later with my life energy centered around him. I know lots of men have mistresses and girlfriends, I just never thought I would be one of those girlfriends. I would like to be his mistress, live entirely off of what he gives me for support. I would quit my job today and be his full time mistress. With a baby I am sure that is how I will want to live.
