This is basically a confession to Steve, who's wife I had an affair with for almost 10 years.
But maybe it will answer questions or put some closure to anyone else who thinks their wife
may be cheating.

First of all - your wife still loves you. She has told me that, and she is not interested in
losing you or your marriage.
She just needed "more"....and no, I am not just talking about cock size. For what its worth,
you have more girth than me which she loves, and I am about an inch longer. She had the best
of both worlds between us.

You never got "sloppy seconds" from me. Ever. Your wife always made sure there was at least
a 12 hour gap between when we had sex and when she was intimate with you.
On the other hand, there were dozens of times where she initiated sex with you in the
morning, and then I was at your house a short time later after you left for work. And
yes, I ended up enjoying eating her out, tasting your cum, and then replacing yours with
my own. Thank you for all the times you went first and warmed her up for me. All the
cream pies you left me were just icing on the cake....lol

I will admit I did a lot of mean things against you during the first year or so. I was
young and the thrill of having sex with a guys wife in his own bed was very intoxicating.
Before I left the bedroom, I would sometimes wipe my cock off on your pillow.
Your wife sometimes allowed me to make a little "mouth" with the slit of my penis, and I
would actually put the diamond of her wedding ring inside my cock.
I would see a book on the nightstand that you were reading, and change the page you had
saved....lol...I am sorry, but that had to drive you crazy.

Your wife has told me hundreds of times that she loves me as we laid in your bed - but its
not the same kind of love you and her share. For that, I am jealous of you.
You get to take vacations with her, spend holidays with her, and basically slept with my
girlfriend every night. There was one night you were at a tradeshow in Denver I think
it was, and I spent the night with your wife in your bed. For that one night at least,
I got to be her husband, make love to her, wake up with her, have her make me breakfast.
You are a lucky man.

But honestly, our relationship was all about the sex. We could never really go out
on a date for fear she would be seen with me. If you were home and she needed me,
we would meet at a park or a secluded forest preserve and have car sex or sex on a
blanket. You do not know this, but one time your wife and I were parked in the parking
lot of a medical building that was closed on a Sunday. You rode your bike right by us!
Luckily my car was in front of your wife's car and you did not see hers. I sometimes
wonder if you rode your bike up to us, what it would have been like for you to see your
wife, 1/2 naked, bouncing up and down on my cock in my car.

Your wife told me you are strictly a missionary position kind of guy. Steve, she needs
variety! She went crazy when she was on top of me, or when I took her doggie style.
Can you please mix it up a little for your wife's sake? Do you even know that you
can get her to squirt with the right clit stimulation??

Your wife and I had anal sex one time. I know she never let you there, mostly because
of the thickness of your cock. I was able to get about 2/3 of my cock inside her butt,
but she did not enjoy the experience all that much. I will admit, it is still kind of
exciting to think that I came inside another guys wife's ass. I guess that is one part
of her that will always be "mine" at least.

Our affair ended shortly afer your wife went back to work full time. I miss her.
Its up to you to give to her, by yourself, what she needed from both of us.
Try different positions!! Let her be on top! Be a little aggressive with her!
You guys still have your marriage, and you still seem so happy together.

I do feel a little guilty about my affair with your wife, but she needed something.
At least do me a favor now though? The next time you give your wife oral sex, just
think about the hundreds of times my cock was there, cumming inside her, satisfying her.
You own me that much.

I will always love your wife - and she will always have a secret love for me.
We made a good team working together, satisfying her needs, even though you did not
know it.
I will miss taking my turn with your wife.


I do wish you and her the best!