Lesbian Female / 43
I used a temp agency to send me a file clerk to help me get the year end files archived. This 18 year old came, she was poorly dressed (she had cheap clothes on) and her hair was in bad shape. She worked through lunch which made me feel bad and when I confronted her she told me she didn't have any money for lunch. So I went downstairs and brought a sandwich for her although I wasn't supposed to provide lunch.
She ate very bit of it. I made her talk to me, she didn't want to. She was new in town, she was living with an aunt, the area of town is known for being run down and unsafe. She rode the bus, which required a transfer, she said it took over an hour. Going home was going to take a lot longer. Underneath her bad haircut she was pretty, almost boyish pretty, she was slender and had blue eyes. I felt something inside. I know the feeling, I wasn't thinking of her in the right way, I was thinking of her in the wrong way. I let her work for the rest of the afternoon, and when it was time to leave I told her I would drive her because I didn't want her on the bus going to that part of town.
The complex was very run down and the apartment she was in was run down. She was sleeping on the sofa, a beat up piece of furniture, her aunt whom she lived with was passed out drunk on the only bed. I held her by the shoulders and asked her if this is how she wanted to live. She told me she was there because after her father died her mother was not able to support her so she was sent to live with her aunt. Her aunt took her money and got drunk.
I was overwhelmed by the situation, my maternal feelings took over and I told her she was coming with me. I took her home and told my husband about her and he told me she could spend the night but to get rid of her. I fed her, she ate with us, I took her to JC Penney's to get some clothes and we went to CVS to get some toiletries. At home I had her take a hot shower and wash her hair and I told her I needed to examine her from head to toe. I sat on the toilet and examined her when she got out of the shower, this time my feelings I had in the office were back only a hundred times stronger. It took every ounce of will not kiss her. She stood there and let me examine her.
I was tormented all night, I wanted to hold her and have her sleep with me. The next morning all bathed and combed and dressed with nice clothes, I was unable to resist and I hugged her too much. I took her to work with me and took her out to lunch and brought her home that next night against my husband's will. After dinner I stayed upstairs with her and I asked her to sit close to me so I could hold her on the couch. I was unable to resist and I made love to her, she let me, she let me undress her and make love to her. I told her that if she did not want me to love her I understood, but she said she was ok, she liked what we did.
I kept her in my house for six weeks until my husband forced me to put her up in an apartment. I got her a job with a friend of mine that has an insurance agency and gave her money. She never complained about me wanting to be with her and make love, she gave herself to me and let me do what I wanted. I asked her but she denied having been with a woman before. This love affair overcame my life. My husband told me to leave her alone, that all I was going to do was get in trouble. I had stayed away from girls for a long time. But I was still on probation for an incident with a girl that was too young.
She is 18, I did confirm that, she is so pretty and petite I am not able to leave her alone. I still support her, I am trying to stop, I am back in therapy. I just feel that she opened up all those feelings that I had held down. Not holding her to sleep is torture, my husband won't let me sleep with her in the house so I sleep with her at the apartment. So far my husband has not cut off the money, and I am still seeing her, she is 18. It is different this time.
She ate very bit of it. I made her talk to me, she didn't want to. She was new in town, she was living with an aunt, the area of town is known for being run down and unsafe. She rode the bus, which required a transfer, she said it took over an hour. Going home was going to take a lot longer. Underneath her bad haircut she was pretty, almost boyish pretty, she was slender and had blue eyes. I felt something inside. I know the feeling, I wasn't thinking of her in the right way, I was thinking of her in the wrong way. I let her work for the rest of the afternoon, and when it was time to leave I told her I would drive her because I didn't want her on the bus going to that part of town.
The complex was very run down and the apartment she was in was run down. She was sleeping on the sofa, a beat up piece of furniture, her aunt whom she lived with was passed out drunk on the only bed. I held her by the shoulders and asked her if this is how she wanted to live. She told me she was there because after her father died her mother was not able to support her so she was sent to live with her aunt. Her aunt took her money and got drunk.
I was overwhelmed by the situation, my maternal feelings took over and I told her she was coming with me. I took her home and told my husband about her and he told me she could spend the night but to get rid of her. I fed her, she ate with us, I took her to JC Penney's to get some clothes and we went to CVS to get some toiletries. At home I had her take a hot shower and wash her hair and I told her I needed to examine her from head to toe. I sat on the toilet and examined her when she got out of the shower, this time my feelings I had in the office were back only a hundred times stronger. It took every ounce of will not kiss her. She stood there and let me examine her.
I was tormented all night, I wanted to hold her and have her sleep with me. The next morning all bathed and combed and dressed with nice clothes, I was unable to resist and I hugged her too much. I took her to work with me and took her out to lunch and brought her home that next night against my husband's will. After dinner I stayed upstairs with her and I asked her to sit close to me so I could hold her on the couch. I was unable to resist and I made love to her, she let me, she let me undress her and make love to her. I told her that if she did not want me to love her I understood, but she said she was ok, she liked what we did.
I kept her in my house for six weeks until my husband forced me to put her up in an apartment. I got her a job with a friend of mine that has an insurance agency and gave her money. She never complained about me wanting to be with her and make love, she gave herself to me and let me do what I wanted. I asked her but she denied having been with a woman before. This love affair overcame my life. My husband told me to leave her alone, that all I was going to do was get in trouble. I had stayed away from girls for a long time. But I was still on probation for an incident with a girl that was too young.
She is 18, I did confirm that, she is so pretty and petite I am not able to leave her alone. I still support her, I am trying to stop, I am back in therapy. I just feel that she opened up all those feelings that I had held down. Not holding her to sleep is torture, my husband won't let me sleep with her in the house so I sleep with her at the apartment. So far my husband has not cut off the money, and I am still seeing her, she is 18. It is different this time.
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