Not sure why his is on my mind so much lately, but I thought I would write it out for therapy
and maybe get some feedback.

I enjoy giving a guy oral sex. It is almost more exciting for me than intercourse.
Of course my husband certainly benefits from my oral cravings - we always joke that it
was the main reason he married me...lol
There will be times where we are watching a movie on t.v, and I will just have his cock
in my mouth. Not so much to get him to cum, but just to feel it, even semi-hard, pushing
in and out of my mouth. I love it. I can actually bring myself to an orgasm just by
sucking on a cock.

Before I got married, and even before I met my husband, I gave my boyfriend at the time
and his boss a "dual blowjob" once, sucking both their cocks at the same time. I was
in heaven. Probably one of the most exciting sexual experiences of my life.

My confession is - I want to do that again SO bad!
I want to have both my hands full of cock again, I want to bounce back and forth between
two hard-ons. I want to try to fit both cock heads into my mouth...omg....I am getting
myself worked up right now just thinking about it.

I would never cheat on my husband (then again is oral sex really cheating?? lol)
But how in the world would I ever let him know I want another guys cock there when I
am giving him a blowjob?
Would any other husband allow his wife to do that?

My boyfriend and his boss were very laid back about it. They had no hang-ups about being
so close to another guys penis, and even having me rub them together. I will always
remember at one point there was a strand of precum that was stretching between the tips
of both their cocks. That was just so erotic to see, and to taste.

My birthday is coming up in a couple weeks. I know what I want for myself for a birthday
present!
I am trying to think of a subtle way to tell my husband about this desire of mine, without
sounding too crazy or upsetting him.