I am married and my husband and I have been swingers, he has shared me, and we regularly do exhibitionism of my body in public places. I have cheated in the past as he has, but not in over 20 years. However; I do get off with other guys. I prefer young men in their 20's, and I give them hand jobs while wearing only my panties. I then pull my panty tops out and when they cum I direct their cocks to the open panties and take their cum all over my pussy hair and lips. Then I get dressed, thank them and leave. I've been doing this for about a year now and I love it. I don't feel I'm cheating but my husband doesn't know about this. Last week my husband took me to a nice restaurant for a romantic dinner and our waiter was one of the young men I regularly do this with. I was so embarrassed, I saw him earlier this morning and he told me it was not a problem. I am sitting her writing this with his cum sprayed all over me under my panties.