This is not so much a confession as much as getting something off my chest with no one
around who I think might give a shit.

Along with my veteran's education money and a small scholarship I still had to work
one or two jobs on the side to afford college but I made it through. Hopefully
it will help.

I dated when I could afford it and soon realized most girls were looking for pair bonding
so when I could remember I told them that I was "not marriage material." Most did not
return. In most cases of dating all through my four years I met only a few of my date's
family members but two I recall:

My date asked me in with her hair not quite finished and whispered, "My dad is here,
try not to engage him in conversation, he's s total asshole.

Meeting the dad, we invited me to sit and sat close to me. He looked me over and said,
"how the hell tall are you? You gotta be around 6'3". (he looked around 5'7")
We chatted a bit then, he moved very close, looked me hard in the face and said,
"You know, she's a terrific piece of ass but once you
fuck her she won't leave you alone. She also loves it up the ass-hole."

A couple of years later I met another dad, This one said, "I don't know
what's wrong with her. I've given her every chance, sat with my door opening
beating off while she walks by, sat with my computer on hard porn as she
walked by. Once in a while she stops, looks at me and calls me a 'dip-shit'
Good luck with her, kiddo.

I'm now out of school, on a job I hate and with absolute fear of dating.