I was thirteen when my mom started seeing this man from her work. He was at our apartment and while my mom was preparing dinner he pulled me into his lap and kept me there. He held me really tight, he told me I smelled good and he kissed me on the cheek, his hand grabbed my breast and he kissed me on the mouth and told me I still tasted like a girl and he couldn't wait until I tasted like a woman. He kept kissing me and he got an erection. He put me down and went to my mother, turned off the stove and took her into the bedroom and fucked her with her clothes on.

I loved being held like that, I loved being kissed by him. When he spent the night, I would go and get in bed with them, I would get under his arms and fall asleep. I felt his hard penis against me so many times, I knew just how to position myself so his penis would lay hard against my back. If he was sitting in the kitchen talking to my mom, I would stand behind him and lean his head between my breasts and rub his shoulders and his chest. He always got an erection, and my mom paid for it.

My mom got pregnant and she had a girl. I helped with my sister and took care of her pretending she was mine. One night when my sister was around six months old, while my mom was nursing, I went to their room and took my panties off and got in bed with him and put my naked butt up against him, he got an erection and he fucked me. I asked him if I tasted like a woman and he said that I did.

After that we had sex a lot. He had moved in and I would go sleep with him. He continued to have sex with my mom, but it was different, she needed sex differently than I did. She was always available, always. Her favorite time was before dinner after he came home from work. That is why we always ate around eight or nine. By then I would start dinner and she would come out after they had sex and inspect and finish up before serving. After dinner I would get ready for bed, finish my homework, maybe watch television, and if I could, I would get in bed with them. He tended to have sex with me either late at night, or early in the morning before taking his shower.

In my early twenties I moved out and got my own place. I have a boyfriend of my own now. When I am with my step dad he kisses me and holds me tight and I still like to hold his head between my breasts and massage his shoulder and rub his chest. My favorite feeling is being in his arms. I still don't know what the difference is between smelling like a girl or smelling like a woman, but he always tells me that I smell like a woman and he misses our time together.