I have always loved women but often fantasized about sucking cock and swallowing cum with the right person and finally have done so. It started one day at work after he tells me again that his wife sleeps in another room as they no longer have sex and he's horny constantly. After running it thru my head a hundred times I finally took a deep breath and said, I've always wanted to suck a cock and feel it spurting hot cum in my mouth, would you let me blow you, there I'd finally said it, Fuck, it's out there, he stared at me and said are you serious, still not sure, Yep, I replied. Wow I was not ready for that he replied, you do not look like the cock sucker type, I jumped up thinking what have I done, I've just come out in front of a workmate, then said I was only joking and turned to walk away but he grabbed my hand gently and said if your serious I would love it and I promise I would never tell anyone, if thats what your worried about, then as if to reassure me he placed his hand on my pants and felt the outline of my cock, and placed my hand on his bulge that was getting bigger & harder in his pants. Now I felt confident and smiled as I realised my offer was accepted, then we both snapped back to reality as we heard a fellow worker open the locked door, later we agreed to hang back after work. When everyone had gone I just got on my knees next to him and said if your serious I would love to suck your cock right now, after a brief pause he stood up pushing back his chair turned to face me & just stood there so I reached for his fly and gently started to unzip him while I looked up at him for approval, I'm not sure what he was thinking he looked confused but I could feel his cock hardening none the less I let his pants just fall in a heap grabbed his briefs while still looking up at him and in one movement they too were at his ankles as his hard 7# boner slapped my face, Now his cock is out and I'm sucking him off and using my hand for all I'm worth it felt so wrong but also so Damn right I could feel my own cock straining to get out, He didn't last too long and was surprised after he stopped when I pulled him back into my mouth and let him cum in my mouth then swallowed it. We talked a little afterwards and he said he felt really guilty about what happened and left. A few days later, we stil aren't talking like before then as we are alone I touch his shoulder and said I'm sorry for putting it on you, it just came out, after hearing you always talk about not getting any sex at home, he looked me straight in the eyes and said, it's Ok I Loved it, I was just a bit confused about what comes next, am I gay he said, I don't think I'm gay I replied, the thought of kissing a Man repulses me I said, I still love sex with my wife, I just love the feeling of a warm hard Cock in my hand & mouth, I love to think that I Can please a man as well as a woman. I love pussy and cock, that makes me Bi Not Gay I don't care what anyone thinks. I'm not gay either he replied, I was just horny and I wanted to blow a load without using my hand for a change, after everyone left that day we spent a couple of hours sucking each other's cock and him tasting his first load of cum. Now we almost always suck each others cock when we are together on afternoon shift. Neither his or my wife knows about it and we prefer it that way. I don't mind sucking my workmate off and having him do me if he wants but I don't want the world to know either. Even though I'm certain I'm Not Gay, I now fantasize about being on my hands and knees with his hands firmly gripping my waist as he slowly pushes his well lubed cock inside me and taking me for the first time, I've read multiple stories of how good & bad it can feel, but I realise if he Fucks me slowly with lots of lube it could be Fun and enjoyable for the both if us. Any thoughts & comments are welcome, as I know ill be getting the You ARE GAY comments, but please explain why Or how I still enjoy sex with woman