I am a divorced 40yo mom of a 19yo son. Couple weeks ago I went into his room to wake him up for work. His door was cracked opened so I just walked in to see if he was up. What I found was surprising. He was lying on his back nude with an erection. I just stood there and stared at his erection. I finally turned around and left his room and shut the door behind me. Then I knocked on his door to wake him up. Finally he answered that he was awake and I then left. No problem right? No durning the day I could not keep my mind off his erect penis. It was turning me on thinking about his erect penis. I could feel myself getting wet. Finally I forced myself to think about something else. I was feeling shame and guilt for thinking about my son in a sexual way.
A few days ago I came home from work early. My son was off that day. As I walked towards my bedroom he came out of the bathroom nude going toward his room. Once again I saw him with an erection. Sorry mom he said while walking to his room. I replied back it was okay. I went to my room to change out of my work clothes and get a bath. I was still thinking about his erect penis so much I had forgotten to shut my bedroom door. My mind was racing just thinking how sexy he looked with his 7 inch erect penis and how thick it was. I just started masturbating thinking about him.
Then all of a sudden I heard my son come in starting to say something then he apologized for just walking in on me.
He turned around and left I followed him. He was wearing his basketball shorts and could tell he was rock hard. I walked over towards him and started kissing him. Surprisingly he kissed me back and my hand went inside his shorts playing with his penis. I got on my knees and pulled his shorts down and performed oral sex on him. I then stood up and bent over and he stuck his hard penis inside my vagania. He felt so good inside I instantly orgasmed several times. He ejacculted inside that brought on an intense orgasm. I feel ashamed but I feel fulfilled.