Mostly nowadays I fuck twinks, ranging from eighteen to around twenty five. And with a cock the size of mine, I don't have trouble finding young guys who want to spend time in my apartment, having my cock plow their mouths and arseholes.
I've worked damn hard to be able to have bought my apartment and the things in it. Plus with the cars (I own two) and the holidays, I have a good life.
I once had a long term relationship with a woman, but since the age of fourteen I've always fucked guys too, and our relationship just couldn't handle my urge to fuck men. Actually I've only fucked five women in my time.
The young guys who visit me for sex, know I love to dominate the men I fuck. So when they arrive they know they're in for some rough and dirty fucking. And because of my desire to completely annihilate their arseholes, I attract a certain type of gay or bisexual guy. In the last twelve months one such young man, a nineteen year old called Ryan has really caught onto the sex I lijke and we've become a loose item. He visits me about once a week, sometimes more, sometimes less. And each time we have very very explosive rough and dynamic sex. He adores me fucking him with my fuck tool and often when he leaves, he has trouble walking without a noticeable limp.
However having said what I've just said, I've always since the age of fourteen had a regular fuck buddy. He's my age, married now and lives a conventional life in many ways. His only vice is taking my cock up his arsehole whenever we can get together. Which is pretty much every week. Our sex isn't as forceful as the kind of sex I have with my twinks, but it's still pretty full on. The one thing my long term lover hasn't and doesn't mix, is his home life and our liaisons, giving me no reason to share that part of his world (mmmmm). I know or knew next to nothing about his wife or his two children. But after a fortnight back I know a lot more than I did. That's because having a chat with Ryan after I'd fucked him all over my apartment, I discovered who his father is.
Ryan for the first time since we met at a gay club, opened up about his family and showed me a picture of them at his cousins wedding last year. His father just so happens to be my long term school days fuck friend.
I said nothing, and have said nothing to either of them, having fucked them both since I found out. It's kind of put a strain on both of my relations with them, yet I don't want to loose either. I do fuck other younger men and enjoy that part of my life. So if I had to give up both of them for keeping their family together I most definitely would. I know for certain my long term lover would be beside himself if he knew I was screwing his son. Yet the fun I have with Ryan is so good, I don't want to loose what we do have.
This just isn't easy, no matter what way I go with all of this.