Before I was 16yo I was sexually m****ted, not once but twice! Two different people, another teenager and a grown man. I was a girly boy growing up, meaning I was small build and my blonde hair was long like a girl.

I had a girlfriend when I was 18yo and she liked to put makeup on me to make me very passable female. We would hang out together and guys would hit on me just like they did my girlfriend as well. We thought it was funny, I didn't realize the effect it was having on my mind.

When I was 19 I did odd jobs for a married couple in their 50's. The husband would invite me in and he would tell his wife I could pass as a girl. One day his wife to me to their bedroom and sat me down and began to touch me and tell me how pretty I was. She started to apply a bit of makeup the way my girlfriend used to do. Then she came out with a dress and begged me to put it on since I was all made up.

We did this for weeks until one day the husband came in and looked at me as if he were looking through me. He reached under my frilly dress and fondled me until I became hard. He smiled and then unzipped his pants. Just like the kid in School I knew what he wanted.

I knelt before the husband and sucked his cock. He kept saying what a good girl I was and a few minutes later he shot his load into my mouth. His wife sat nearby with a blank expression on her face until it was over. She would take me into the bathroom and help clean me up.

The couple moved away about a year later but the damage had been done.

For the next few years I barely dated, focused on my work and got a well paying job. I have a nice home and I travel often for work.

I have a closet filled with female clothing, high heels, and boots. Thanks to my girlfriend from years ago and the wife of the husband, I can now apply my own makeup and do it better. I have various wigs and long eyelashes and even a few masks.

I'm a submissive sissy and I service men that want what I have to offer. Most are married and I do the things their wives won't do for them.

When the guy arrives we both know exactly what is expected. I'm going to be his little slut and I expect him to treat me as such. I have been forced into bondage and bdsm role play. I guess it's not forced when deep down I love every moment of it.

I tried to date women but I can't satisfy them sexually, I can barely get hard or keep my erection. They want me to make love to them, something I cannot do.

Thanks to those who took the time reading......