I was 12 when I gave my first blowjob and got fucked. He was 16 and I really loved it.

I was not allowed to live as a girl. It was the 70's and I had no idea I was transgender. I told my family that I was a girl when I was 4 but it was just not spoke of.

Growing up it was drummed into me to get a girlfriend and get married. I would ask why would I want a girlfriend. I would be hushed. After hearing it over and over I met a girl. Susan.

Sex was not great. I don't have much in the pants. Kind of small. A little depressed covered up with trying to be funny. Being funny helped me hide that I was a girl. Being funny is what attracted my girlfriend.

She never complained about my small penis or body as long as I made her laugh.

We got married in May 1988. Then I joined the Air Force and went to W. Germany. I was there alone and I met up with a guy I knew from tech school John. He was my roommate in Air Force tech school.

In tech school I realized after sharing a room and talking to him all the time about everything that I was falling in love with John.

I kept the dorm room clean for inspections. I also did our laundry including folding everything and putting it away. I ironed and starched his uniforms and mine. If he said he was thirsty I would jump and ask what he wanted and get it.

I loved to listen to every single word he said. I had the privilege of pretending to be asleep while he changed underwear, and he was big.

Now in W Germany seeing him I am so excited to see him. I rented a 1 bedroom apartment with a queen size bed. I asked John to move in. He saw the bed and said that he gets the side by the door. IN my head I was the head cheerleader doing my I have a man cheer.

It took more than a year for me to get my wife there and all the time I am sleeping with my love. He drank a lot and many times I woke up with his cock pushing at my ass hole and did not move for fear of him moving it away. I loved those times.

Now that I was the housewife I still did all cleaning and laundry plus cooking and I always served him and took his dishes when he was done. I did not know that I was being feminine that was just me.

One day John asked if I liked doing all the women's work. I said I didn't understand. He told me what I did. I told him that I really enjoy doing things for him and how he always tells me thanks. He said that I sounded like a girl. I had to tell him.

After telling him everything and crying in his arms for a long time, he gently lifted my head and kissed me. I was so excited.

My hand found its way to his cock and I began to play with it and it was growing under my hand. I opened his pants and pulled out his cock. I was so happy I gave him all the blowjob tricks I learned since my first one when I was 12.

My wife came over and 6 months later she caught me in lingirie with John's big cock in my mouth. She was not happy. I lost her. She said I was too gay for her. I did not want to hurt her. I am happy with John and I am no longer male. I had my sex change operation in 1994.

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by Anonymous on Mar 11, 2017 at 6:50 AM

wow, I take it you are in your 50's living as a female and enjoying life. I think everyone should live the way you want to live and not worry about what other people think of you. Be Happy!!!

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