My brother and I are both university-educated and have successful careers. We are also both in relationships. My brother is one year younger and lives in Hawaii, and I live in Florida. My brother was a part-time male model when he was in university. He is tall, so handsome, so muscular, so sexy, and so kind. Many women want to have him. I have a crush on my brother and maybe I'm a little in love. I think of my brother often and I have a picture of him that I often look at. He always wears nice clothes and nice-smelling colognes. I often think how lucky his girlfriend is to have him. I wanted to tell my brother how I feel about him without him thinking I'm crazy or even worse hating me. I was thinking about that for a long time. Last month I went to Hawaii alone to visit my brother. When his girlfriend wasn't around, I had a normal conversation with him before I started to talk about my feelings. I'm not interested in any intimacy with him because he's my brother and like I said, we are both in relationships. I just wanted my brother to know my feelings. After revealing my feelings to him, he didn't think I was crazy and he didn't hate me (to my surprise). His response was so sweet (which goes with his character). My brother asked me how he could make me happy without crossing the boundaries. All I wanted was to be able to ask him intimate questions and to have him be okay with that. He said that he would be more than happy to share that with me anytime and as often as I'd like. We had an intimate conversation. My brother told me that he's circumsized and that he masturbates in front of his girlfriend. He told me that when he makes love to his girlfriend, he's gentle and that he embraces her romantically during the love-making. He told me that when he cums, it's usually a lot. My brother also told me how beautiful I looked that night in the dress I wore and how lucky my boyfriend is to have me. The rest of my visit with my brother was normal. After I returned to Florida, my brother started calling me regularly on the phone to chat. We promised each other that we would never tell our parents, our other siblings, or our partners about our special relationship. Now I can function normally without having that ache in my heart.