I was born a male but I am female now. I had my corrective surgery to make me the girl I am inside when I was 15.

I had defective testicals that were unable to produce any testosterone. Because of that wonderful defect I never developed any guy traits. I was started on estrogen and I developed hips, breasts and curves.

I am 5'2" and I wear size 4 dresses and size 6 in high heels. My arms and legs are smaller around than any of my sisters and most girls I went to school with. I have never been mistaken for a guy. My small size and natural femininity has always been more than enough to be accepted as a girl.

In high school I had to change clothes for pe in a separate room from the other girls until my surgery took my worthless penis and testicals. Then I was a girl and I was treated like the other girls. My first time in high school PE I wore my pantyhose. I got I trouble for it. I tried to tell her that I wore a dress and didn't have time after pe to put them back on. During the Cold months I wore Pantyhose under my sweat pants and I put socks on to hide my pantyhose. When I got a run in them one day and I stopped wearing them to PE. It took me longer putting them back on but it was right before lunch so I had time.

My corrective surgery was just over 6 years ago. I have met the man of my dreams and have been dating for 2 years in May. I am deeply in love with this man, Bill. He is such a wonderful man. He was talking about me having 4 kids, 2 boys and 2 girls. I am not able to get pregnant (unfortunately) and I felt that I must tell him that I was not born a little girl. I feared that I would lose Bill forever. I had no choice.

I have met his entire family and they all love me and I love them. I was so afraid to lose Bill and his family that treated me like one of their own daughters. I was risking everything. I sat Bill down and told him that I had to tell him something and I was deathly afraid that I would lose him and his wonderful family.

I told him that I really love him and I hoped that we can get through this. He asked if I cheated on him. I said, "No I have no desire to be with any other men but you". I took his hand and said, "I was born a man and I can't have children". I did not expect it but I was crying like a baby. He stood up and helped me up then he hugged me and held me tight and kissed my forehead. He said that we are going to work this out together.

The next day he said that we have to tell his family. I put on my prettiest dress and since it was warm no pantyhose just some cute sandles that matched my dress. We arrived and he small talked while I helped the other women in the kitchen. I washed the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen. We went out where the men were. Bill said that we had to tell them something and hoped they would be OK with it.

Bill started to tell them and I stopped him and said that I had to tell it. I told them about my childhood and not having any testosterone in my body. When it was all out Bill's mom hugged me and said that I was a woman as far as they were concerned. His father tried to say something bad but Bill's mom stopped him and said, "She is like your daughter already and she makes Bill so happy. She also is a great woman. She cooks and cleans like a woman not a man and she is a woman". I was crying from telling them and then more after hearing what Bill's mom said.

Then she said that she would be very proud and happy to have me be her daughter. Not daughter-in-law, daughter. Bill said that was good because he was going to marry me even if they did not accept me. I was so happy. I told them that I wanted to cook dinner as a thank you. His mom, April, told me that was not necessary. I said that it was a very special meal and I really wanted to. I made them my own recipe for lemon chicken, homemade stuffing and peas for dinner. Everyone had seconds except me I have to watch my wieght so I can fit the wedding gown I picked out.

I am so lucky to be marrying into such a wonderful family. His mom was wondering about my childhood. I told her about knowing that I was a girl when I was 3. She felt sorry for me growing up like that. I told her about my parents understanding and that I was allowed to dress up and be the girl that I am. I was 3 and dressed as a boy trying on girls clothes in Walmart. I was Enjoying it but some lady said that I should not be put in dresses. I asked if I was not supposed to wear dresses and my mom said, "Sarah you can wear dresses anytime you want". I asked, "I only want to wear dresses". I took home 5 dresses and 2 skirts and 4 cute tops. At home I saw my best friend and she said that she really liked my skirt and top and shoes.

I asked her if I could come over and play with Barbie dolls. She said yes. When I knocked on the door her mom answered and said that my skirt and top were so cute. She asked if I was always going to dress as a girl. I told her that I was a girl and my parents just bought me dresses and skirts and tops. She was proud of me being so honest. I was treated like a girl there. They knew that I was feminine and not masculine at all. I was always at their house playing with Barbie dolls and baby dolls. I told them that I was Sarah 2 weeks before I told my parents.

In 8th grade I reached my full hieght of 5'2" and I never got facial and or muscles. I was checked by a doctor and was told that my severally deformed testicals are not producing any testosterone, not even the small amount found in normal females. He said that I would be hyper feminine because of it. I was started on estrogen and when I 16 my name came up for my sexual reassignment surgery to make me the girl that I was supposed to be. After that I was able to get changed into gym clothes in front of the other girls instead of in a private room. They were curious about my surgery and asked if they could see. I showed them and they asked how big I was down there. When I showed them with my fingers how small it was and they laughed and said that none of them have ever seen one so small one and together they have seen a lot. I did not get upset about being laughed at.

They said sorry for laughing about being so small. I said that I am a girl and my little penis was because of my nonworking testicals which made me so feminine and I am happy about that. The girls began to try to find a guy that would take me out on a date. Everyone at school knew I was born a boy. One of my best friends, Beth, said that she knew a few boys from another school. She asked me if I would like to date a guy? I said that I would love to but that the guy has to meet my parents and then they would say yes or no.

After school Beth had me go to her house. She dialed the phone and asked for Bobby. He came to the phone and she said that her girlfriend wanted to talk to him and gave me the phone. He was nice and sweet and Beth said that he was so cute. He was 16 and asked me to go on a date with him. I told him that he had to meet my parents and they would decide if I could go.

The next day he met my parents. He was drug and alcohol free, did not smoke and was on the honor roll. My parents approved and said that I could go out with Bob.

On Friday night he picked me up. He took me out to eat and to a movie. He began to kiss me and sexually played with me. I was very into what he was doing to me. My hand found its way to his dick. I was playing with it and it quickly became hard. We left the movie early and went to his house. Only his sister was home. She did not care he had a girl over. We went to his room and did more of what we did at the movies. He slowly lifted my dress over my head. Then he unhooked my bra and pulled my panties down. Then he began to undress. I had never seen a guy without clothes on before. His dick was a lot bigger than my old penis. I took his dick in my mouth and began to try my first blowjob. I did like the other girls told me to do. He said that I was the best blowjob he ever had. After about a half an hour he gently got ontop of me and slid his dick inside me. It felt so wonderful to have him over me and in me. I knew he was in charge of things and I was more than ready to be submissive to his strong personality.

I was so turned on by him and he made it such a magical moment I was in heaven. I had never been with a guy but I was sure that Bobby was very good in bed.

We dated for 2 years and he was so good. We broke up for about a year and we both dated. I had one boyfriend and he was not as big as Bobby and was not as passionate or as good in bed. Bobby had 2 girlfriends. He told me that I sucked dick dick better and was tighter down there than they were. We began to date again. My family was happy that we got back together. Not as much as I was to be getting back the dick that gave me so much pleasure.

I was now a junior and he was a senior. He took me to his prom and I took him to my Junior prom and senior prom. My mom made sure I had 2 prom dresses for his senior prom and my Junior prom. I could not wear the same dress twice. I had a pink dress for his prom and a baby blue dress for my Junior prom. I had a great time at the proms. This was only our 4 time dancing together. He says I'm a natural dancer.

I had to tell him that I was born wrong. I sat him down and cried while telling him. He said that he didn't care, he loves me. Then we told his family and they were fine with it. His sisters and mom said that they would have to see it sometime. Well I told the girls to follow me. We went to the bedroom and I showed them. They were surprised how real it is. I explained about my very deformed testicals and not having any testosterone at all. I explained about that making me hyper feminine. I was always helping his mom and sister do the "women's work" and cooking. They asked how I got so good at it. I said that I had to learn so that I could take care of my man.

It has been dating for 4 years and engaged for 2 years. We are going to be married in Hawaii on Sunday June 4, 2017. I have my wedding gown picked out and it is so beautiful. Bobby is going to love it when he sees me in it. I am so happy to be marrying the man of my dreams. My father can't wait to walk me down the isle and give me away. I am the luckiest girl in the world. Soon to be Mrs Bobby Belmont or Sarah Belmont. We plan to adopt so that we can be parents. I can't wait to be a mommy and Bobby will be a great father.



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