I have to write this down so I might be able to stop obsessing on it.

I love my fiancé but I've learned that she had an affair about a year ago and I'm not sure what to do.

I also was the one who encouraged it.

On one hand I'm upset but on the other it really turns me on and I end up jerking off when I think about it.

I'd love to hear some advice if anyone would like to share.

At the time she was a bartender and she was always getting hit on. She's 5'6", blonde hair, full 34C tits, small waist and great ass.

When she would bartend she would wear tight low cut shirts to show off her tits and it would drive me crazy before she went to work and we'd always have sex.

One busy Saturday night, a friend of a friend came into the bar with some of his friends. She started talking with them and they were all flirting big time with her. They kept buying shots and getting her to do them with them.

He knew we were dating but still kept flirting with her and being pretty bold.

Late into the night, she said she was feeling horny and kept getting these intense looks from this guy she knew. She was staring back at him and smiling whenever their eyes locked.

He had said to her that they should hang out and for her to call him so he had her number. She did and said that alone gave her a rush since she hadn't given out her number in a while.

About an hour before closing she said she couldn't take his sexual advances anymore. To be secretive, she texted him from behind the bar to meet her in the downstairs single room bathrooms when she was going to take a break.


She saw him get the text and get this mischievous smile on his face and then he went downstairs.

She waited a minute and she said her pussy was wet thinking about what was going to happen.

She went downstairs, grabbed his hand and went into one of the bathrooms.

They immediately started kissing and she said it was so exciting having a new guys hands all over her ass, then grabbing her tits.

She said to him, We don't have long and started undoing his belt, pulled down his pants and got even hotter seeing the size of his cock. She
started blowing him and feeling her pussy get wetter and wetter.

When he was really hard, she stood up and said I can't wait for that big dick in my pussy. She then turned around, pulled up her short skirt, pulled her thong down and held onto the sink while bending over.

He immediately stuck his hard cock into her tight pussy. She said it felt so good having a big cock filling up her pussy.

They were able to stare at each other through the mirror as he gripped her hips and fucked her so hard.

She said she was dripping at this point and he said, I'm gonna cum baby and she replied Yeah baby, cum in my pussy.

He grabbed her big tits as his body tensed and he filled her with his cum.

She cleansed up quickly, gave him a kiss and said, Let's do that again soon...