I am a 21 yo boy (?). Since childhood I was weak and bubbly. I was bullied many times when I was a child. Then I was also dominated in a strict family. I therefore grew up to become a weak and shy boy. I can't speak up for myself,can be easily dominated and manipulated.

I am short,physocally weak and have a useless tiny dick. When I began to mastuebate at 14 or 15,I automatically started masturbating like a girl by laying on bed spreading my legs apart and stimulating my cock head with a finger (no stroking like boys).

And finally I developed submissive gay desires. I realised I had become a bottom gay and finally a sissy.I was trying to fight this till recently but today I want to confess that I AM a girly and completely femmed out sissy. I spend my day searching sissy porn and sites and at night I play with my sissy ass fantasising abt a muscular man fucking me like the bitch that I am inside. And my useless limp little clit flames my pathetic sissy urges even more.

I used to worry abt all this and used to get ashamed abt it till recently.But now I enjoy it. I know these girly sissy urges have ruined me but I don't care. I AM a pathetic impotent girly sisyy bitch filled with sissy girly lust and love it. I AM a flaming ruined shameless wimp limp sissy faggot.