I really like this girl we are good friends and i told her this and basically got shot down now she is sorting of seeing this new guy and i feel she is rubbing it in my face.
I can live without her liking me like that but yet no matter what i do she is always in my mind i try to forget her but the more i try to do that the more she is there!
Not only this i see other girls and none are her in my mind i compare them all to her and i can not match her and i automatically reject them!
The worst part is i am 20 years old i am a grown person yet i am struck down like a lovesick boy!
I am also unhappy with my life not sure why i have no quibbles but i am always hiding my true feelings from friends since i am the joker in the group and telling them i am depressed would just seem odd.