Ok, so apparently I'm a complete fucking idiot and have been for the last 20 plus years.

Back in late January I posted about my sexless marriage just to vent. I was frustrated with my situation and thought it might feel good just to toss my thoughts out there. I did not expect anything even remotely resembling sound advice. Well a couple of days after I posted I had some down time at work and decided to look at my post and check out the comments. The very first commenter basically thought it sounded like she was raised to believe it was the husband's duty to instigate sex and she just wanted to be "conquered" not necessarily romanced. The commenter was at least partially right. She was raised in a foster home by an older couple who definitely had ideas of what a women's proper place was. I was definately leary of being agressive with her, after all, at what point does aggressive turn into assault. This coupled with the fact that I was raised to NOT be overly aggressive with women and after almost 30 years of marriage if this isn't what she wants, it probably wouldn't end well for me. So I more or less dismissed the idea.

A couple of days go by and I end up meeting my wife in the hallway as she's coming out of the bedroom. She had just changed into her pj's. I really have no idea what really came over me, but I just grabbed her by her waist and carried her into the bedroom. I set her down on the bed and immediately pulled off her shorts and panties and got my face between her legs. At this point I just stopped and thought what the fuck am doing? this is insane. I look up at her face and her eyes were huge. As soon she sees me looking at her she nods her head yes. So I dive right in and am greeted with an already soaked pussy. I ate and fingered her until she put a death grip on the sheets and let out kind of a sighing moan. I got out of my shorts slid into her. It had been literally been years since we had sex. I only lasted about five or six strokes before I came what felt like a gallon. After got off of her and laid down next to her she turned to me eyes still huge and said "I liked that". She then just got out bed and went out to the living room and started watching tv.

Over the next week this scenario got repeated twice. The only real difference was I was able to last longer. After the second session she asked me "if I say no or struggle would you stop?" I told her yes, I would stop immediately. Her response to that was not at all what I expected. She told me not to stop if she says no and struggles. After I get over my shock and can actually form a complete sentence again we end up having a very good talk. At one point I asked how could we be married for almost 30 years and I not know this is what you liked? Apparently she didn't know it either until I grabbed her in the hallway.

Even after our talk and boundaries and so forth were established, I really wasn't sure I was comfortable with this, Essentially my wife went from totally fridged to asking me to mock r**e her. The ways this whole scenario could go wrong kept running through my head. I finally came to the conclusion I was being an idiot. I was bitching about a sexless marriage and here she was being more receptive since before we had the kids.

So I let a couple of days pass and made my move. She was wiping down the kitchen table after supper. I grabbed her from behind and carried her struggling and screaming to the living room couch. I started to remove her shirt and she kept struggling. I finally got her shirt off and her bra shoved above her tits. I got my wieght over her and pinned her arms. I started kissing her tits and nibbling on her nipples. She stopped struggling and her no's turned to yes's. I think she forgot this was suppose to be a r**e. At least until I tried to remove her shorts. She resumed struggling and by the time I actually got her shorts off I noticed she had already soaked them through. I forced myself between her legs and got my shorts down just far enough to release my dick and plunged it the full length in one stroke. She screamed... loud...like she was in pain. I instantly froze. I thought one of my fears just came to pass, I thought I just really hurt her. She just looks a me and tells me "Don't you fucking dare stop now". Crap that scared me. I start just pounding her. Eventually I flip her over and take from behind until I feel myself getting close. I get off of her grab her hair and drag her face to my crotch. This was the part I was really nervous about. She had never ever let me cum in her mouth. Not even when we were dating, but she told me to use her as I saw fit so I did. I shoved my cock in her mouth. Her eyes got big as she realized what was about to happen and I just exploded in her mouth. I backed off hoping I didn't take it to far. She gagged a little bit and then swallowed the whole load except what dribbled down her chin. She looked up at me and grinned took her finger wiped the cum off her chin the proceeded to lick her finger clean. She then jumped to her feet gave me a huge hug and said thank you that was perfect.

We haven't done another full on mock r**e yet, but for the last month we've literally had more sex then we've had for the last 15 or 20 years of our marriage. Both "vanilla sex" where I take my time and "romance" her, she even initiated it a couple times and what I now call "caveman sex" where I literally just grab her and do what ever I feel like. We haven't done anal yet. I think I'll save that for the next mock r**e. She's been kind of hinting she wants to do that again.

I realize this whole thing sounds like bullshit, I can't believe it's been happening myself. So either way I want to truly thank the anonymous commenter from my first post. Things with my wife may not be completely healed, but we made an insane start.