I'm married and jerk off about once a week when I'm stressed and can't fuck my wife because we're too busy.
So lately, every time I jerk off I watch pornhub and search for women that look like my wife did when we first met. She is blonde, has big tits and back then she had a small waist and such a great firm ass.
Some of the pornstars bodies she used to resemble are Brooke Banner, Nadia Hilton, Nicole Anniston. Basically really fucking hot blondes with perfect bodies and big tits.
So I make up stories that go along with the porn clip and pretend it's my wife but it's always that she's with some other guy or a girl. Basically a scenario that I'm not involved. Sometimes it's an ex of hers or sometimes it's based on a story she's told me like the girls she's hooked up with. My cock gets so hard thinking of these stories. It's like I get to be a voyeur on my wife without her ever knowing.
The stories range from her getting picked up by a guy at a bar and him fucking her in a car or back at his place. Or in public somewhere. Or her hooking up with a girl at her place or a threesome with a girl and a guy. Sometimes it's a black guy or a gangbang.
So I'd love to know if anyone else does this or am I just fucked up?
I don't want to see my wife in real life do all this when I think about it in actuality. But it gets my dick so hard and I definitely cum harder when I think of these stories.
I'm definitely not into cuckolding, it's just that I love thinking about her being wild and pleasured. It's also a challenge sometimes to find the right video clip that I can put a story to or that the blonde in it looks right.
Would love to hear your thoughts and any suggestions to make my jerk off sessions hotter or if this is not mentally healthy. I don't think it's a problem because I still fuck my wife. It's just not as often as we'd like with our busy schedules and raising kids.
If you do think it's ok behavior, I'd love to hear hot scenarios I can put my wife into or other blonde pornstars I should check out. Or maybe even what you would do to my wife 15 years ago.
T.I.A.,
Bill
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