Gay male here. I crossdress and live as a sissy 100% of the time now. I have several lovers, one of whom is very dom and doesn't like me being with other men. He likes to hurt me and embarrass me as well as show me off to strangers. He's fucked me in front of straight couples and gays many times in clubs and spas. Last night he had me tied down spread on the bed, and after 2 other men took turns fucking me he took his turn and after they left, I was still tied up in my garter, stockings, heels and a cute lacy bra. He took he padding out of the bra, then injected saline into my pecs and made large A cup tits out of them. He put so much in that some fluid was actually shooting out of my aureolae and nipples. Some would come out as he sucked them or squeeze too hard but that ceased and I had A cup tits and he fucked me like crazy until they went down. I guess it absorbs into the body but they did go down after a while. He was calling me baby, sweetie, honey, darling, in addition to his normal - cumbucket, slut, whore, sissyass.

I am afraid of needles and didn't like that but I did like having boobs for a while. He wants to do it regularly to me and I want to let him.