This is a scat confession of my scat experiences with an older woman around her mid-forties (i am 20). Its not something i can talk to anybody about, (due to my own embarressment if anyone found out) but i have fantasized about numerous girls shitting in my mouth since before i even watched porn. I dont know why its turns me on but i had craved the experience for years. so anyway heres what happened...

I messaged an older bbw on an online fetish site and after a few days of talking i met her face to face.
Needless to say we hit it off well and ive been with her for over two years, pleasing her in every way i can. We had been having anal for a long time now and one night when we were both quite drunk housesitting for her friend and i poked her ass like i usually would to loosen her up before i stuck my dick in her. This time i pulled out a small piece of firm brown shit and chewed it a bit. now my memory is a bit hazy because of the wine so i dont remember falling asleep but i woke up to the filthy smell and taste of her shit still in my mouth a few hours later. i held back the urge to gag then got up from the bed to rigourously rinse my mouth.


I didnt try anything for a long time but one night when i was really drunk and horny i confessed my dark desire and asked if she would fufil it for me. she was slightly relectant but it didnt take much convincing to get her to agree. She told me she loved me and would do anything for me and that everyone has their own kinks so she wouldnt judge me. i suggested we do it in the bath when noone else was home. We didnt really talk about it after that till a week later when my flatmates had left for the weekend. we had a great saturday night, drinking wine, a good meal of her famous thai curry, talking, listening to music and then great sex to top it all off. In the morning i bent her over the bed and slammed my cock into her pussy till she squirted over the edge of my bed as i held her hair tighly bunched in my hand and occasionally spanked her ass. I then asked if i could stick it in her ass and she happily agreed. i gently slid my middle finger into her ass and my finger struck some resonably soft shit only about 1cm in. i pulled my finger out and asked if she would do 'that thing' we had talked about for me. she stalled a little by sucking my cock and climbing on top to ride me again. She eventually asked how i would like her and i asked to sixty nine.

we moved to the bathroom and turned the shower on to mask the sound and clean off afterward. i climbed into the bath and lay down, the cold of the tub sending chills down my back. she smiled down at me and stepped into the bath, turned around lowered her pussy onto my face. She began stroking and sucking my cock as i shuffled up slightly so her asshole was right in my face. i excitedly circled my tongue around her asshole and was a little dissapoited to find she had wiped so well and didnt taste like anything. i clasped her ass cheeks in my hands and spread them wide open before plunging my tongue as deep as i possibly could into her ass. After a minute or so the only progress i had made was slightly brushing her shit a few time with my tounge. I leaned my head back and asked if she could push for me and with my cock deep in her throat she mumbled a mmm-hmm in agreement. i stretched my mouth wide open, so ready, so eager, so hungry. My mouth must have only been open for 5-10 seconds before she began steadily unloading creamy light brown shit into my mouth. after a couple of seconds the smell stung my nose, vicous and pungent. it didnt take her long for her to fill my mouth to the teeth, but ran out just before it would have began spilling over my face. i shuffled her sloppy shit around my mouth a little with my tongue and tried to lick her ass clean, but my tongue was covered and just spread the mess. i was beginning to feel a little confident and tried to sink my teeth into the sludgy mess that filled my mouth. i GAGGED instantly and realised that my fetish was not quite what i thought it would be. I expected it would taste a little nasty and be a challenge to swallow but i was not prepared for how truly disgusting her shit tasted. i was still horny and close to cumming. i knew i couldnt eat it so i buried my face in her ass and pushed some of her filth from my mouth onto her ass as i shook my head back and forth spreading it over us both. i felt extremely turned on and couldnt hold back anymore, i came down her throat and my sexdrive vanished, FAST. Probably due to how horny i was i had overlooked the smell of her shit but once i had cum the smell became unbearable making me feel sick. i began gagging again and tapped my hands on her hips, signalling her to get up. she carried on sucking me as i tapped her a few more times. it was almost traumatic having her chubby body pinning me down, with a load of shit still in my mouth, shit all over her ass positioned right infront of my face. without rushing too much and with a light giggle she stood up and stepped out of the bath. i jumped up, quickly ran to the toilet and spent about a minute spitting up shit, now slightly regreting my idea to chew, which had spread it all throughout my mouth and all over my teeth.

i returned to the bathroom brushed my teeth heavily before joining my woman in the shower. She had finished cleaning up herself so i washed my face and turned to look at her. she smiled ran her hands over me before kissing me. i told her she didnt have to kiss me at the time but she didnt mind.

So after another hour of hanging out as normal she went home. i still see her a couple times a week.

I decided not to talk about it after that day. i had such a strong urge for the fantasy before this experience, but after actually trying to eat a girls fresh shit i realise it is A LOT nastier than most of the videos online. I could even taste her shit on my teeth for 3-4 days afterwards.

So for all the scat lovers out there, this is a warning that your dirty fantasy may be too much to stomach in reality, it was FAR too much for me