When I was a young kid I got into a you show me yours and I will show you mine with a boy from down the street and he got me to suck his penis. I liked it and I sucked his penis many times and I played with it in my hand and jacked him off. He was several years older than me. We got caught one afternoon by this handyman who had come to his house to repair the bathroom. He saw us through the window when he came up, we were in the den and I was sucking him. He said he wouldn't tell anyone.

Several weeks later I was walking home from school and he drove by and said hi. If remembered him, he was in the neighborhood and was going to a job and if I needed a lift. I got in his pick up and as we drove to my house he asked me how I liked sucking my friend. He told me had always liked to suck dick but that there was a bid difference, he emphasized BIG, between a boy dick and a man dick. He told me how he used to suck off his cousin when he was a kid, that there was just something that felt so good about being able to suck a dick and that I was lucky to have a friend. He asked if I had ever made my friend cum, and I said no, we only did that jacking off. Then asked me if my friend sucked my dick, because having your dick sucked also felt good, especially if you got to cum. That I should try it some day.

When we got to my house he asked if I was alone and I told him yea, my parents got home around 7, and he said, why didn't I let him show me how good it was to have my dick sucked, he promised he could make me cum. I knew it was wrong, but I let him in and I showed him the house and I showed him my bedroom and I showed him my dick and he showed me his dick and I got on the bed and he went down on me and started to suck me real hard, he used his fingers around the base of my balls and another finger to finger my ass and he sucked me and I came in squirts and he took it all in his mouth.

Then he told me it was my turn and he wanted to cum too. He laid down on the bed and at first I just held his dick in my hand, it was bigger than my hand and he asked me to hold him real tight and jack him off for a bit before I started to suck him. He got real hard, he was rubbing my butt and he pulled me over and was playing with my dick, when he told me to get on his dick and suck him, to keep my mouth tight around his dick and to keep jacking him and with his hand hard on my head he started to shoot and I got my first mouthful of cum.

When I told my friend, he told me I was stupid. But the handyman came over to see me and check up on me and he taught me how to fuck and I got pretty good and making him cum. I liked the feeling, and I liked holding his dick and sucking him. I learned from him that sucking dick didn't make you a faggot. He told me my friend was a faggot, but I wasn't. That I was going to enjoy fucking girls, because fucking a little pussy felt real good, especially if the girl didn't want her pussy fucked.

Time passed and I fucked my share of pussies. Sometimes you had to get the girl to like it, it just always felt good shooting into pussy, and a lot of girls like having their pussies shot up. I got married but got divorced after 12 years for no good reason. I was living alone, my kids with their mom, and it happened again.

I had some problems with some rotten wood around the eaves of the house, and some other things that needed fixing and I hired this Colombian handyman to fix it. He was doing his thing and I was holding the ladder for him and his belt buckle was at eye height and I was admiring the bulge in his pants and he noticed I was starring at him. I was lost in thought, just thinking of the last time I had sucked a hard dick, it had been years earlier. I heard him speak to me in Spanish. He asked me 'te gusta?', I said what, and he said 'te gusta la verga?'. I knew enough Spanish to know what te gusta meant, and he said in English, 'do you like dick?'.

His dick was dark, he was uncircumcised, and when he pulled his foreskin back, his glans was smooth and wet and I put my mouth around it and I swelled up inside, my heart beat and my memories went back to those days in my bedroom when I was kid. I used all my expertise, remembering my first coach, I used my hand to jack him off and my mouth to suck on him until he began to cum. The taste of his cum in my mouth was both repellent and erotic, felt my erection get harder, I licked him up, I let him know I wasn't finished. When he pushed my head away I felt I was losing, I tried to suck him some more, but he was insistent and I had to let go.

I had messed my pants, somewhere in the whole event I had cum in my pants. I offered to let him fuck me, I wanted to get fucked so bad right then, to just have him hard up my ass, I could feel it so much. But he told me he didn't do that, he didn't fuck grown men.

Unfortunately he was not around again, and I have this urge to get out there and find another man to suck, a man who does fuck grown men, I want to get fucked again.