I am a stripper. I take my clothes off for a living. I won't pretend and say I'm a "dancer" I don't do much actual dancing. I let guys ogle my naked private parts and more if they pay me enough. I also do porn. I've been stripping professionally for three years and doing porn for about 15 and yes, my age above is correct. I am 18.

I was told I did my first porno at three. I don't remember. I do remember being very young, maybe 4 or 5 and having sex on a set with lots of bright lights and guys, mostly young teenage boys and occasionally older girls and sometimes adults participating. I also remember I enjoyed just about everything they did though sometimes I didn't like mouth kissing because of bad breath. I loved posing and having everyone tell me how pretty and beautiful and sexy I was. I loved the applause. I loved the way it felt even more. I loved when the boys kissed and licked me all over. I remember being very young and getting to suck cock and have the boys squirt their sperm in my mouth and I remember it tasting really good and drinking it. They never had enough. I remember fucking young boys when I was around five. I think they were maybe around ten at the time. I think I was around seven when I got fucked by a 15 year old and by the time I was ten I was getting gang banged by adults. It never hurt. I don't remember a time when I couldn't enjoy an orgasm.

I know just about everyone who reads this will think I'm fucked up mentally from being abused at such an early age. Maybe they are right. But I don't feel like I was. The only bad thing I can think of is that now that I'm 18, boring normal sex isn't enough for me any more. I like to do extreme things like get tied up and tortured on my pussy or have guys piss in my eyes which really stings but turns me on so much. I have 42 piercings and every one hurt nicely. Now I sometimes do torture shows at a dungeon club where I get my pussy whipped and have needles stabbed in it and my tits. That produces the best orgasm ever.

I don't think every girl can handle what I do or the life I've had. There are times when it gets challenging. But I don't drink, smoke or do drugs and I own my own house and car and not too many people my age can say that. I also have never been arrested for anything. Not too many people who do what I do for as long as I have can say that either. But most girls aren't like me. Most girls didn't have their first orgasm before their first memory. Most girls didn't get a Sybian for their 7th birthday or a Mercedes on their 16th. Most girls didn't get gang banged by 24 gorgeous male strippers on their 12th birthday. And most girls don't have a college fund sufficient to send them to 8 years at an Ivy league college and most girls didn't graduate from high school with a 4.0 gpa.

If I was a guy, most reading this would pat me on the back and say I was lucky. But as a girl, I am supposed to be a victim. I love my life and don't really regret anything other than I don't get nearly enough sex and wish I could be gang banged in a big stadium one day with a hundred thousand people cheering me on.