My confession is a bit of both cheating and diaper fetish. I have been married for over 20 years have had our ups and downs but for the most part its been pretty good. Anyway awhile back my husband sort of told me he was interested in domination and humiliation so long story short after several different attempts and some research one thing I found he liked a lot was to be made to weir a diaper suck a pacifier etc. So every once in a while I'll strip him down naked put a nice thick cloth diaper on him and stick a pink pacifier in his mouth and let him crawl around while I go about my day, it usually only last maybe an hour, I'll PRETEND to change him once or twice, (that's rule one for both of us he doesn't actually use the diapers) or I'll put him over my knee for a spanking or both and usually he cums within an hour or so.

Anyway he seems to enjoy it, I don't really get much out of it and don't really understand but hey who am I to judge. So a couple of months ago I reconnected with an old guy friend through Facebook, we never dated or anything we were just friends. Anyway he had just moved back here and was just recently separated and we ran into each other one day and started talking and he wanted to take me for coffee but I didn't go the first time we chatted a couple of times online then ACCIDENTLY ran into each other from time to time until finally one after noon I found myself sitting on a patio having a glass of wine talking with him about old times and stuff. It was great but I have to admit I felt kind of guilty when we left that day I swore it wouldn't happen again but it did so I had to tell him I didn't think we should meet in secret like this, he kind of laughed and said it was no big deal we were in public not in a hotel room. Then he stared at me got real serious and told me he really wanted to sleep with me, not for love just for lust, he knew I was married and he knew it was wrong but he still wanted it, I can't say I was surprised but I quickly told him no and left. He texted me later and apologized and I accepted it because although the answer was always going to be no the thought of it was rather interesting.

A few days later I was at home with my hubby in his diaper pacifier in mouth sitting on the floor waiting for me to do something so I thought I would change things up so to speak I sat there on the couch and stared at him then I said "look at you in your diaper sitting there like a little baby sucking your pacifier you no what I should do I should go out and get fucked by someone who wants this" with that I pulled my skirt up a bit and ran my hand over the front of my cotton panties which resulted in a whimpering type moan from him. I realized I was on to something so I stood up and removed my skirt then sat back down and said " that's right I think I'm going to go out and meet someone and let them fuck me hard" Next I got down on the floor made him lay down for his changing the whole time his eyes a locked on my panties I slowly removed the diaper and said " Look at that little 6 inch thing and that's hard hah I'm going to find someone with more than that to fuck me and you can be our little baby" And with that his entire body began to shake and lurch and well needless to say that's the hardest I've seen him go off in a long time. And to be perfectly honest I actually sat back slide my hand down the front of my panties and stroked myself to a nice little orgasm as well.

Call me crazy but even though we never really discussed it after that I sort of decided that my husband had given me permission to screw around. So a week or so later there I was sitting at a pub glass of rum in hand talking with my friend. He was very surprised that I wanted to meet again and asked what had happened to change my mind and at first I told him I hadn't I just wanted to meet again for a drink but he knew better. After about my third rum I began to loosen up and confess some what that yes I was having second thought but I couldn't really tell him why. We finished our drinks and the next thing I no we're walking down the street the short walk his apartment. Once we were in side I could feel his eyes racing over my body, I wasn't sure what to do next so when we sat down and he asked me again what made me change my mind with the help of the rum I blurted out "sometimes my husband likes it when I punish him by making him pretend to be a baby and last when we were doing that I told him I was going to do this and it seemed to really turn him on so here I am" He kind of laughed abit, then sat back some what puzzled then asked if it turned me on and I responded with a shaky yes. He didn't say anything at first then he began with "well I suppose we could do that we could spend an entire weekend together having sex over and over again while you make him be our baby"

I didn't realize it at first but while he was talking he was slowly undressing me, first pulling my top over my head then unhooking my bra and tossing it aside, then he began to rub my nipples gently and he told me he'd love to fuck me while my husband listened from the next room then watch me make him suck my beautiful tits that would be covered in sweat from us fucking. My entire body began to respond to his touch and the sound of his voice as he ran his hands down and undid my jeans and slide them off of me then he began to stroke my pussy through my damp cotton panties and he told me how much fun it would be to watch me dress my husband with a diaper under his cloths and take him out, make him sit in the back seat while we drove around, maybe go shopping and make him follow us around the whole time. For so strange reason at that point I sat up and asked him if he was serious, he wasn't sure what to say but quickly agreed that he was when I undid his jeans and pulled out his throbbing hard dick and began stocking it. and for some reason that was all I needed to hear. I begged him to fuck me and that was all he needed to hear, he laid me back and took his jeans off and I have to say I did notice it was more than the six inches I was used to, then he reach out and basically tore my panties right off of me, not down he grabbed them and when he heard them tear a bit he pulled harder and tore them off of me. He moaned and gasped at the sight of my naked body and told me how amazing I looked and how he couldn't believe how I shaved my entire pussy. I just wanted him to fuck me but he knelt down began playing with me, fingering me, rubbing my clit until I couldn't take any more and begged to be fucked and he did just that, he drove his dick into me hard and began to pump even harder and I loved every second of it. We weren't making love, we weren't having sex,,,we were fucking like two horny animals. |We fell on the floor and kept going, harder and faster. Then when we would start to slow down one of use would gasp out something that we would do to my husband in his diaper and it would start all over again. For me it wasn't the thought of my husband in diapers that was the turn on, it was what we were doing but for some reason the very thought or discussion of such a kinky, unheard of scenario seemed to fuel both of us. At one point I was riding him and he was gasping how we could take him to a park and make him play there if nobody was around maybe even strip him down to his diaper.
Finally we were both starting slow down, he was on top of me sliding in and out both of us gasping for air and in between gasps I whispered how I was going to put my husband in a play pen out side the bedroom door so he could hear us fuck and how I wanted him to cum in my pussy and pull out and cum on my stomach and tits as well so when I got up to pretend to change my husband baby he would have to watch the cum drip out of my c**t and off of me and we both exploded into a hard orgasm, he filled me with so much cum I thought my pussy would explode. We laid there for several minutes just recovering and gasping for air trying to make sense of what just happened.

It was him who broke the ice when he turned me and said " so now that we've done that I guess your pregnant, question is when are you due with our baby" We both kind of laughed it off at first, but once we cleaned up a bit and got dressed (me with no panties) we talked about it awkwardly mind you and it kind of seems like we both want to give it a try. But I have no idea how to bring it up with my husband. He loved the thought of it, but will he like the reality. I'm not sure. I'm not sure what to do next but time will tell I suppose.