I wish I could find a modern-day "Hellfire Club" of older males, who would exploit my submissive masochism mercilessly, with a strait-jacket, and heavy leather hood, with a small zippered opening at my mouth. No other outside contact. They would fuck both ends of me endlessly, and subject me to wicked orgasm delay and denial, after feeding me Viagra. I would really like both ends of me to be full of them, for long long periods of time, unable to even protest or beg for mercy! To NEED to come so badly it was driving me insane!