My uncle was my best friend. He must've been in his early 40s when I was 8 or 9. The memory is blurry but for sure, he played with me sexually. He was Mum's younger brother and lived in our house for a couple of months that year.

I remember my Uncle was lying on the floor. I was sitting on his chest. He tickled me, blew on my belly button that got me giggling non-stop. Then he carried me up onto his face. I didn't stop giggling, I think. He then tickled my crotch through my lacey panties.

Perhaps the sensation was very new, different from being tickled on my sides, underarms. I remember trying to laugh but I felt odd. My uncle must have sensed the awkwardness so he would alternately tickle me and back to nozzling on my crotch.

I think this went on for a while until it was a norm that I sat on his face when we played. That one particular day, my Uncle pushed my panties aside and licked my pussy. His tongue was warm. I remember that I liked it. There was alot of teasing, playing and his tongue flickered on my clit alot.

Soon, I was lying on my back. My Uncle had me spread my legs while he buried his face in between. He licked my tiny hole alot. His finger massaged the outside. I remember the first time he unzipped his pants, he let out his dick. He told me that it was a joystick for his body. He said I was allowed to play with it. If I wanted to make him feel good. I have held his dick many times but after that he would jerk off and tuck it back into his pants.

Looking back, my Uncle definitely inserted his finger into my pussy. I know that for sure. The memory of a clenched fist, with a finger moving in and out between my thighs. My Uncle moved away after that and not quite sure what happened to him.

When I was older, I masturbated but only touched myself on the outside. I never penetrated myself until I lost my virginity to my boyfriend. There was no blood, nothing. I never bled.

I sometimes think about my Uncle. I'm in my 30s and I'd absolutely love to fuck him.