I'm an expat living in Guatemala working as a teacher in a small town. We are far enough from the city where the government doesn't concern themselves with us too much, people handle their own problems.
Being one of only a few gringas in town I obviously have many suitors. I'm single, have no children, and I'm pretty cute.

I have frequent hook ups with two different men. Both of which are married. Let me begin with the first one, we will call him Jose. José and I have been friends for about a year. We hang out in the same group. He's arrogant as hell, but something about him makes me want to fuck him so bad. Maybe that's because he is taboo. His daughter is my student, he is best friends with my roommate, his wife is an acquaintance. Well a few months ago his wife was in the states for a few months and we were drunk and alone and we fucked all over my house. On the patio, on the stairs, in the shower, on the bed.. I felt bad the next day and said I wouldn't do it again. But, it's been 6 months and we still fuck every weekend. No one has a clue except for one friend we had a threesome with a few weeks ago. I want to stop. I know I am smearing his marriage. But also the culture here can be so different. so many married men have steady girlfriends. I'm not making an excuse but it makes me feel a little better. But if this comes out I would have to leave town. I teach his nieces and nephews, his daughter. The entire town would know I let Jose fuck me every weekend and cum on my face when he's finished.

My next lover is "Carlos". I met Carlos through my roommate and we knstantly hit it off. Both of us are borderline alcoholics and enjoy s
good time. He invited me to Honduras one weekend and it was amazing. We were drinking, fucking, laughing. I started to fall for him. The next weekend we were hanging out at his shop drinking and after he came to my house. We fucked all night. He was so passionate. In the morning when I was going to school my roommate said "I hope his wife doesn't find out about this because she will get you murdered for fucking with her man." I had no idea she had a wife. I was angry and hurt. But mostly at myself. I didn't ask because I knew what the answer would be. I told him last week I couldn't see him anymore because I was starting to love him. He told me he wants to divorce his wife. I am not asking for that. I just wish I could see him and talk to him whenever I want. For me it doesn't bother me he goes home to be with her and loves her. I just wish I could spend more time with him.

I also have a regular fuck buddy who has a girl friend but she lives in the city.

I feel like I'm setting fire to this town and I'm going to have to escape soon. But I can't fucking stop. Nevermind everyone here gets married at like 20 so there are very few single men in this town.