When I was 12 I started collecting cans to turn in for cash at the local scrap yard. Aluminum is surprisingly valuable. I found out that the best time was very early in the morning so I got up at 4 a.m. on trash day and went out and raided people's recycle bins. I was usually able to fill two trash bags in a couple of hours before school. That usually earned me about $20. Not bad for a 12 year old.

One day on my rounds I discovered something far more valuable than aluminum cans. A couple of blocks over someone left out a big pile of adult magazines. I decided to sacrifice a week's pay and ditch the cans and load up the milk crate on the back of my bike with porn. Now I know I could get porn on the internet but my access was highly restricted by my parents and as fast as I could figure a way around their blocks they came up with new ones so accessing internet porn was challenging for me. Here was about twenty magazines and about fifty dvd's of porn. What kind I wasn't sure exactly but the one tied to the top of the bundle had a photo on the cover of a cock inside a pussy. That was good enough for me.

As it turns out they were a mixed bag. Straight, bi, gay, lesbian, S&M and a couple of things I think were illegal. What are they going to do? Lock up a 12 year old for having a video of of a thirteen year old boy fucking a 15 year old girl in the ass? Anyways, I stashed my new collection under my bed like any other 12 year old would and went right for the DVDs and popped the first one into my computer. Up to that point I thought I was as straight as any other normal 12 year old boy. But right away it was these two boys, one about my age and the other was a teen around 15 years old. Both had long hair, both were hot looking and slender and smooth and they were making out like lovers. You could see they knew what they were doing and seemed like they were completely in love with each other. At first I thought the younger one was a girl so I immediately started jerking off. Just about the moment I was covering the underside of my desk with sperm I saw the boy's little cock and that made me squirt even harder. I was slightly disturbed by the knowledge that I had just been turned on by watching two gorgeous boys suck face but only slightly. Within a week, after watching hundreds of gay videos and yes many straight ones as well, I concluded that I was gay, or rather gayish. I still jerked off while watching two girls go at it so I figured I was only half gay. Later I discovered I was really bi.

So that brings me to what happened a few weeks later when my Dad discovered my stash.

He hauled me into my room where my entire stash was laid out on my bed, many magazines open to explicit photos of young gay boys making adult men happy and there was a video playing on my computer, one I had successfully jerked off to three times the previous night, that showed a young boy around my age sitting on the cock of one adult while two other older men fucked his face. I walked into the room at just that point in the video where the boy was cumming just from being filled with cock. My Dad stood there with his hands on his hips demanding an esplanation. I, like a typical adolescent, shrugged my shoulders, turned red and remained silent.

Then Dad, in a booming commanding voice ordered me to strip naked. Once I was naked he told me I had two choices. Choice one was he would show the stash to my mom and tell my teachers about it and then make me watch while he burned the whole thing in the back yard fire pit. Choice two was he would keep my secret, I could keep my stash, he would remove all blocks from my computer provided I promise not to meet up with anyone on the internet without him screening them first and finally I would have to think of a way to make him feel good with my mouth that would involve me removing his pants. I gleefully chose choice two. I'd been fantasizing about sucking my dad's cock for over a week and had hoped to catch a glimpse of him naked ever since discovering I got horny from watching gay porn. This was a dream cum true. I ran to him, dropped to my knees, unzipped his pants forgetting about his shoes and awkwardly removed his pants and shorts and socks and shoes not in that order until he was completely naked from the waist down and his huge erection popped up and bounced and bobbed and throbbed and there was a dribble of pre cum drooling down to the floor while he remained with his hands on his hips. I then taught myself how to suck, deep throat and swallow. Dad held onto my hair and back of my head and literally fucked my throat. I gagged, choked and even cried a little. Dad told me not to jerk off at all while I did this. I obeyed him not wanting him to change his mind. In a few minutes he splashed the back of my throat surprisingly delicious cum and I thirstily swallowed every drop and gratefully licked him clean. I thought that was all but then he surprised me by finding a particularly sexy video of a boy around my age being gang banged by teenagers and had me lie down on my bed and watch that while he gave me my first blow job. He was an expert. He kept me in ecstasy for over an hour knowing just exactly when to back off each time I was near to cumming and then he finished me by sucking hard while fingering my ass rubbing my prostate while manipulating my balls that hadn't even descended yet. I came ten times harder than any previous time. That was when I decided to be my Dad's sex slave.

We didn't talk about this at first, not for a few days. Mom was around too much for us to have any alone time together for a while but then she went off for the day and I went right to Dad's office where he was busy doing some paper work. I just strutted in naked and dropped to my knees next to his chair and bowed my head and simply said "how may I give you pleasure master?" I learned that line from a gay S&M video I had. Within five minutes we were both naked and I was sucking Dad's cock.

That was 11 years ago. On my 13th birthday Dad collared me and made me his sex slave officially. That was also the first time he fucked me in the ass. We now live together as husband and wife, so to speak. He likes his boys young and girly. So I've grown out my hair and keep my face and body shaved smooth and even am having my hair permanently removed with electrolysis. I've got a pretty good cock of my own now and Dad even has me fuck him from time to time but most of the time I am his grateful fuck hole.

Mom found out when I was 14. She was furious of course. She was more furious with me for stealing her man than with Dad for sexually abusing his underage son. I think that alone was what made me decide I wanted nothing more to do with her. She expressed no maternal instinct at all. Not that I needed her protection from Dad. I made my choices at 12 and stand by them. I regret none of it though it would have been nice if mom wanted to join in. As it is Dad occasionally invites women to join in and I do enjoy the occasional bisexual play time. I do enjoy licking his sperm out of some woman's asshole. I also enjoy licking pussy juice off his cock.

So today, as I said, I am his wife, so to speak. I have long hair, down to my waist. I use nipple pumps daily and now have nice big suckable nipples which Dad loves sucking on. I wear make-up and do my nails and when I go out I only wear girls clothes. But I want to make it clear, I'm not a woman trapped in a man's body. I'm a sissy, a girly boy, a shemale if you prefer, you can even call my a tranny. But I'm not a woman as much as I wish I was just to have a pussy and feel Dad's cock impregnate me. But I am happy being my Dad's sissy fuck hole. I hope to be his sissy fuck hole for many decades to cum.