A couple of months back, maybe more recently, I posted about being worried that I couldn't make my wife cum with just my cock anymore and that she was on the way out the door to other guys. It pissed me off, made me feel super anxious, moody, and she even noticed in the bedroom I was a bit more reserved than usual. We had some conversations, she told me I was being dumb and she was satisfied, but I still couldn't get her there like that so I was still having some trouble. Something has changed in me this past little bit, and, after what I just did to her this afternoon, I don't think I have anything to worry about.

Lately, I've been talking a lot during sex, telling her what to do and being really forceful and loud about it. While she sucks me, which she loves, I've been grabbing her little pony tail and forcing my cock into her mouth, trying to see how far I could go a few times. She's gagged a little bit, but tries to take it all nonetheless, especially when I tell her "take it, suck it now." Interesting, not the reaction I expected at all, her willingness to be submissive to me.

I decided I was going to emulate the only male porn performer I've ever seen that I don't mind being in the scenes, this guy named Tony that creampies all these first time girls before they go into regular rotation. He moans a lot and tells them how good a job they are doing, hell he moans like a wildebeest when he unloads in them and you can tell what girls he actually likes I think (we have similar tastes). My wife has been eating that shit up, she sucks harder, faster, and jerks my cock like the little slut she was when we first got together. Again, interesting, very exciting for me. It's hard to keep from cumming all over her when she gets like that.

Today, I flat out told her "I'm going to fuck you" while I had a handful of her hair and I had just helped her have a manual orgasm (vibrator on her clit, my fingers in her pussy, stroking away). When I slid into her, facedown ass up on her favorite sex pillow, she was soaking wet. Something came over me, and instead of being gentle like I usually am, I ended up fucking her as hard as I could after about three pumps in, the whole time moaning and breathing in her ear.

Hard. I had ahold of the bed and was giving her everything I had, and I could tell she was loving it. She started losing it and making sounds like some kind of animal, multi-octave stuff that only meant one thing - she was cumming all over my cock. Once she hit those notes, I was over the edge and fired into her hard with a loud yell (I leaned back a bit to saver her hearing). She was still wiggling her ass and moaning, clearly coming down off her orgasm. "So much cum," all she could say while I pushed her hair back from her sweaty red face. She was drooling, not lying one bit here. "Did you get another one?" I asked her, genuinely shocked, but also fairly certain I knew the answer. "Yeah," she breathed out. I pushed that cock just a bit further in and squeezed, feeling a little cum leave me into her.

We cleaned up, had a good dinner. Feeling pretty damn good about life right now. Maybe I shouldn't worry so much, "fragile male ego" shit for sure here. It does seem the more I focus on how good she's giving it to me instead of trying to make her cum, the better experience we're having. Hmmm...