I've had gay sex with A few different guys since I was 16. It has always kind of grossed me out, but physically feels good.

First time was strictly oral both ways, it felt extremely weird so my friend I did it with kind of lost touch after that.

I was drunk and horny 3 or 4 years later when I texted a coworker a few years older who had made a few passes before. He was over my house almost instantly. I walked him in, laid on my back, with my dick out and out my hands behind me head. He nervously started to play with it and asked if he could suck it. I told him to. He did this for a few minutes and it wasn't that great. He wanted me to fuck him so I obliged. He wasn't attractive to me at all, but damn did it feel great. I fucked him for a good 45 min and we did it several more times after that when I was horny and had too much to drink.

About a year after we stopped I was drunk at cook out with one of my older brothers friends. He seemed like he was interested in me after everyone passed out, I made the suggestion of swimming but didn't want my boxers wet. I said i would go naked and he seemed to be ok with it.

I stripped down and he commented how horny he was and how he was comfortable with the mail body, while taking a long look at my dick. I said I was horny enough if a dick was in my face I would suck it. We kept talking casually, but I turned around a second later and he had his dick out in my face. I started to suck it.

After a few minutes I told him he could fuck me if he wanted. He sucked me first, but then I got on all fours and so read my cheeks. It hurt fairly bad, we didn't have any lube. He fucked me for almost an hour until I wanted to make him cum. I started working into him and he was done in less than a minute. It was exttremely hot knowing I could make someone get off like that. He was suppose to return the favor, but couldn't handle more than the head inside him, so he sucked me a little more and I finished myself off.

A year or two after that I was in a dry spell while on a road trip and downloaded a gay hook up app. I found a gay guy in the area I was stopped in, but he was strictly a top. I was horny enough I went with it.

After I got to his house, I started by sucking him. I was so turned on I stopped and told him to fuck me right then. He lubed up and slowly entered until I loosened up. It didn't hurt at all like the last time, and felt really intense. I got into it from the beginning and matched every stroke. I half way came with out him even touching my dick. I didn't notice til I felt something wet hit my leg. He only lasted a fee minutes before I made him cum.

I had experienced being a bottom, and while it was ok, it wasn't for me. It took me a few times of experimenting, mostly during dry spells, but the gay thing isn't for me.