When I got to college I was in a four girl suite. It was my first time being naked around non family members. My roommate jumped in the shower stall with me, she played hide away with my panties, back in our room she threw me on the bed and got on me and kissed me. Still naked, she sat on my hips, got serious and put her hands on my boobs. She got off and apologized. We got dressed and went to the cafeteria for breakfast.

It was many more weeks before I touched her boobs, we laid on the bed and used fingers on each other. We didn't speak. The kiss was hesitant and short. In the shower the next morning, she soaped me and we kissed again and sighed.

We moved out the next semester and more or less came out to our families during spring break.

We are new to this, sleeping together, living together, being together. We are supposed to say we are lesbians, the most we have been able to say in public is that we are girlfriends. We are nineteen, and we are lesbians.