I am a man that loves sex with other men. The funny thing is, I'm not gay. I have always lived my life as a heterosexual male. I love sex with women as well, just not as much as I do with men. There is a certain instant lust about having sex with a man that really gets me off. I've never cheated on my wives or girlfriends with anyone, woman or man. However, when I'm in between relationships, I always pursue sex with other men. I cruz in gay sections of towns. I visit gay clubs and I even enjoy a glory hole or two at various adult book stores.
I have never felt an emotional connection to a man. Not even the few I have seen on a semi-regular basis. I've only been able to connect emotionally with women.
The gay sex thing started for me at a frightfully young age. I was just a kid. I had a friend who I would sleep over with. After his parents went to sleep he would have me do things to him. Things like lick his balls, suck his cock and lick his ass. He never reciprocated. It was all for his pleasure. I didn't mind. I kind of enjoyed doing things to him that gave him pleasure. He was a couple of years older than me, but we were so young I don't know were he got these ideas from. I really started enjoying spending the night at his house.
After he moved away I never had any gay experiences again until I was in my teens. I was at my buddies house and he asked me if I ever jacked off. I told him yes I did. He said "good I love beating off, let's do it." Before I had a chance to tell him I wasn't sure, he had his trousers down to his ankles and started stroking himself. As he stoked, his cock must have grown to 8 inches or more. As I watched him stroke his huge cock I felt myself getting hard. I soon pulled my pants off and joined him. He was stroking with his eyes closed, but I couldn't keep my eyes off his cock while I stroked. I kept thinking how much I'd like to suck it for him. It didn't take long before we both exploded. We never did it again and we never talked about.
Even though I didn't suck his cock that day, after seeing his man sized cock, I was hooked on the idea of sucking a man's cock.
I didn't really have real sex with a man until I was in my twenties. I was house sitting for a lady friend of mine. I went to the garage to find some tool. While i was looking around I noticed the corner of a piece of paper sticking out from the rafters. When I pulled on it several posters fell out. They were all posters of men in various stages of dress. A few were completely naked, but they all had their cocks out. Some were soft and some were full fledged boners. All of them were huge. I spread them out on the floor and started jacking off. I blew my load all over the garage floor. When I finished I put them back were I found them. But that day in that garage I made a promise to myself. I was going to have sex with a man.
It was about three years later. I went to an adult book store while I was in Vegas. They had locks on the video booth doors as well as paper towel dispensers in the booth. I was watching some straight porn and pulled my dick out to rub one off. As I was at full erection and still stroking I could hear the guy in the booth next to me. He was moaning and I could hear that he was watching gay sex. You know how it is when lust takes over. You get brave. I tapped on the wall and put my hand through the hole. All of a sudden I have this big dick in my hand. It was thrilling. I got to me knees and pulled his cock through and started sucking it. It took me right back to my sleep overs at my friends house. I was pleasuring another man and I could tell by his reaction he was liking it. It wasn't long before he leaned against the wall and blew his load all over my mouth. I didn't swallow it, but I did let it sit on my lips for a minute or so before wiping it off. With that experience I was off and running. For the next few years I had a some men take me home. A couple of them taught me how to get fucked and enjoy it. I liked being able to please other men.
I still do when I get the chance. Although I have to admit they're getting fewer and farther in between.