Straight Male / 35
My darkest secret: Photoshop, Lingerie and my sister Sarah
Last week I did something I thought about doing for years but never did.
In the space of one week I downloaded a 7 day free trial of Photoshop, Learned how to face Swap sexy images (with the help of Youtube videos) and created some exceptionally realistic sexy images of females I know personally.
I will never need any more material for when I masturbate.
For years I have had a pantie fetish and there a few women in my life that I have always longed to see in sexy underwear.
Firstly, my cousin whom I grew up with. She was the same age as me, attractive and dark skinned. We were great friends when were in our late teens and I always wondered how she would look in sexy silks. now I know.
Secondly, my art teacher from school. She was just a junior teacher when I was in my final years. Now I have a picture of her modeling black lace lingerie just for me.
And finally, my favorite :
My older sister Sarah is 8 years older than me and she was the first woman I noticed and was ever close to. She was tall and slim any by the time she was in her early twenty had turned into a very sexy woman.
Growing up I could not help noticing her sexy body when I could see it, at the pool or beach or even when she was just hanging around at home in bathing suits during the summer months. I began to notice that she liked sexy underwear when she went away to School when she was around twenty years of age. I believe this is where my lingerie fetish stemmed from. Going through my older sisters weekend bag and becoming so aroused by her sexy lingerie. When masturbating I used to imagine how she would look wearing her sexy underwear. I pictured her in her room wearing only her fine satin sexy panties. I longed to be a fly on her wall. Its strange because I never fantasied about having sex with her, I only ever wanted to see her in sexy lingerie. And its still the same today.
Its almost like I respect her to much to even imagine violating her by having sex with her if you can see what I mean.
Last week at home I found an old photo of Sarah when she was in her early twenty's. It was a picture of her smiling directly at the camera. A full head shot. Perfect for Photoshop. I found a "donor" girl on the web wearing only very sex satin panties. Ones just like Sarah had back then. The model has the build, skin and hair coloring as Sarah. A perfect Photoshop match. After an hour of very careful photoshoping I now have a very sexy high res picture of my sister smiling full on and wearing nothing only off-white satin ruffled hi rise panties. Her breasts are full and perfect. Just as I had always imagined them. A private display just for me.
This is the picture has given me the most amazing orgasms ever and I cant explain why. I don't want to have sex with her or even see her in an explicit pose. Just her smiling at me in sexy panties is enough.
Nobody only me will ever see these images. I will never tell anyone or share them as I respect these women and it is my secret. Distributing sexually graphic images of people without there consent is I'm sure illegal but also immoral and wrong. I will only ever enjoy these images myself in private. Nobody will be violated. They are not stored on any computer but encrypted on a USB stick hidden in a place that no one will find.
So, it this normal? Is what I'm doing acceptable even if it is so utterly private?
Last week I did something I thought about doing for years but never did.
In the space of one week I downloaded a 7 day free trial of Photoshop, Learned how to face Swap sexy images (with the help of Youtube videos) and created some exceptionally realistic sexy images of females I know personally.
I will never need any more material for when I masturbate.
For years I have had a pantie fetish and there a few women in my life that I have always longed to see in sexy underwear.
Firstly, my cousin whom I grew up with. She was the same age as me, attractive and dark skinned. We were great friends when were in our late teens and I always wondered how she would look in sexy silks. now I know.
Secondly, my art teacher from school. She was just a junior teacher when I was in my final years. Now I have a picture of her modeling black lace lingerie just for me.
And finally, my favorite :
My older sister Sarah is 8 years older than me and she was the first woman I noticed and was ever close to. She was tall and slim any by the time she was in her early twenty had turned into a very sexy woman.
Growing up I could not help noticing her sexy body when I could see it, at the pool or beach or even when she was just hanging around at home in bathing suits during the summer months. I began to notice that she liked sexy underwear when she went away to School when she was around twenty years of age. I believe this is where my lingerie fetish stemmed from. Going through my older sisters weekend bag and becoming so aroused by her sexy lingerie. When masturbating I used to imagine how she would look wearing her sexy underwear. I pictured her in her room wearing only her fine satin sexy panties. I longed to be a fly on her wall. Its strange because I never fantasied about having sex with her, I only ever wanted to see her in sexy lingerie. And its still the same today.
Its almost like I respect her to much to even imagine violating her by having sex with her if you can see what I mean.
Last week at home I found an old photo of Sarah when she was in her early twenty's. It was a picture of her smiling directly at the camera. A full head shot. Perfect for Photoshop. I found a "donor" girl on the web wearing only very sex satin panties. Ones just like Sarah had back then. The model has the build, skin and hair coloring as Sarah. A perfect Photoshop match. After an hour of very careful photoshoping I now have a very sexy high res picture of my sister smiling full on and wearing nothing only off-white satin ruffled hi rise panties. Her breasts are full and perfect. Just as I had always imagined them. A private display just for me.
This is the picture has given me the most amazing orgasms ever and I cant explain why. I don't want to have sex with her or even see her in an explicit pose. Just her smiling at me in sexy panties is enough.
Nobody only me will ever see these images. I will never tell anyone or share them as I respect these women and it is my secret. Distributing sexually graphic images of people without there consent is I'm sure illegal but also immoral and wrong. I will only ever enjoy these images myself in private. Nobody will be violated. They are not stored on any computer but encrypted on a USB stick hidden in a place that no one will find.
So, it this normal? Is what I'm doing acceptable even if it is so utterly private?
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