Twelve years ago I went to Cancun with several other kids from college. While we were there we did all the stupid stuff, but this one night a girlfriend and I were flirting with a couple of local guys. Too much to drink, hands on our ass, kissed, we allowed ourselves to be picked up and we ended up at this condo. There was a Mexican girl there and she started to give them all kinds of shit and they told her to shut up.

We knew we were going to get fucked. I won't say we were ready, but we knew that is why they had brought us there. The Mexican woman was told to bring everyone something to drink and to fix something for us to eat. The guy who was paying attention to me grabbed her and spun her around and planted a kiss on her mouth and grabbed her tit. She got away, but not without a hard swat on the ass. When she brought the drinks and food 'my' guy grabbed her again and ran his hand hard up her crotch. She tried to slap him, he caught her hand and slapped her on the face and she let him feel her up and kiss her.

My friend was looking at me, her guy was already working her blouse. She was pleading for me to intervene, but I didn't. I just watched while he got her shirt off, threw her on the floor and fucked her. My time was coming, but my guy was fucking the Mexican girl, he had her spread out on the floor and he was fucking her. When he got off of her, she was used up and he called me over to give him a blow job. While I was giving him a blow job she grabbed me by the hair and tried to pull me off, but he yelled at her and sent her away and told me to continue with the blow job. He got hard again and I got on the floor for him to fuck me.

They took us back to our hotel and we thought that was the end of it.

The next morning, we were a bit hung over, the Mexican girl came to the hotel and started to call me names. She grabbed me by the hair and I had to fight to get her to let go. She was really upset, she spat on me and called me a whore.

We saw the guys again later in the afternoon, we were by the pool when they came over. They were nice and didn't mention the night before. My guy wanted me to go with him, he wanted me to apologize to his wife. I told him I wasn't about to anything like that, but he had a hold over me and I gave in and I asked my girlfriend to go with us, I didn't want to go alone. We went back to the condo.

The Mexican girl was there, she was dressed nice and he talked to her and then asked me to apologize. I told her I didn't know she was his wife, I was sorry, it meant nothing to us, were just there for fun. The five of us left and went to dinner. The two guys up front and the three girls in the back seat. She spoke English, she had lived in California for a long time, and she was nice this time. She asked me not to suck her husband. She told me that he was always picking up girls at the local bars and bringing them home to fuck. She didn't care if he fucked me, but not to give him a blow job, she felt I tried to hard to make him my boyfriend the night before.

The remaining three days we were in Cancun we spent them together, we fucked a lot, I swapped in and out with the Mexican girl, I sucked him a little, but turned him over to her to finish. When we left she gave me a gold necklace with a cross. I gave her my name and address and today we mostly stay in touch via facebook. She came to Boston with him five years ago and the three of us went out to dinner. I wanted to, but we didn't, go back to my apartment to finish what we started in Cancun. But she said she was pregnant and she didn't think we should. She said he wanted to, but she didn't, so we dropped it.

I think a lot about getting pregnant, but I just don't have anyone I would get pregnant with.