I am a sissy faggot. I've always been a sissy even as a little kids I adored my long pretty hair and all the girl's clothing my mom bought me. When I was 7 it was time to remodel my bedroom and when she asked what color I wanted I said pink. She modified it and made it white, pink and lavender but it was very pink all over and I loved it.

At 11 a 17 year old boy who lived in our neighborhood caught me while I was skipping around the block in my pretty pink dress and pig tails. He grabbed me and pulled me behind the garage that was behind his house. He took out his gigantic thick uncut cock and slapped my face with it until it got hard then he told me to swallow it. Instead of finding it gross I fell in love with it instantly. I did my best to swallow it but I only managed to get it half way down my throat. I sucked and sucked just like I'd seen in all the gay porn I'd seen on the internet. finally he came in my mouth and I gratefully swallowed every drop and licked him clean. But there was one thing that I found I did not like at all. My teeth made it difficult for me to enjoy the experience. I knew I needed to cover them to make it comfortable for my beautiful oral rapist but that took a lot of extra work. Even though that was my very first experience enjoying the pleasure of choking down a cock, I knew right away I needed to get rid of my teeth.

I approached my parents about my desire to rid myself of my teeth and as you can imagine they were not enthusiastic. So I had to wait seven long years until my 18th birthday which was 8 months ago. I'd already made the appointment with my dentist. I'm glad he is gay and understood why I wanted no teeth in my mouth. It actually took four appointments to get them all out spaced a week apart as it is a very difficult process when all your teeth are perfectly healthy. Now I have dentures that I can pop out every time I want my mouth pussy to be fucked.

I have spent the last seven years perfecting the skill of covering my teeth while getting my throat fucked and it's damned hard and inconvenient even for an expert cock swallower like myself. But after a few weeks of healing up I could finally enjoy completely relaxing my mouth and let a guy just grab hold of my pigtails and fuck the living shit out of my throat.

I also discovered a few gay cruising places courtesy of the internet and have found all I need do is sit there on a bench licking my lips and staring at crotches twirling my waist length pigtails and a line forms at my face. I have about thirty regulars that know they can get a really good blow job from me though for the most part that juts means I relax my mouth and let them fuck my face pussy.

One of the things that I discovered a few months ago is that despite my lack of teeth I still have one difficulty. Breathing ha become a bit of a hassle. Some of the larger cocks require me to hold my breath for up to a minute or two at a time. That's fine, its part of my fantasy to be orally gang ra*ed roughly to choke to death on massive cocks but of course I'm not THAT crazy so I did till have to push away a little when I needed to take a breath. But then after a conversation with my dentist one day he told me about a doctor friend of his who could help me out. A week later he had performed a surgical procedure on my chest. I now have what is called a trach tube in my upper chest with a valve. Most of the time I wear a frilly lace collar to cover it up but when I give head I open the valve and breath directly out of my chest. I now can go completely limp and let a guy fuck my throat for as long as he wants without being worried about breathing. You can't imagine how liberating it is to be able to experience an oversize erect cock completely stuck in your throat and just relax and enjoy the sensation and pretend you can't breath and that you are choking to death on it when in reality you are quite comfortable. Sometime I do that and close the valve just to experience for a minute or two what it is really like to be choking on a massive cock stuck in my throat but when it gets to that point where I absolutely need to breath I just reach up and open the valve.

One other procedure I have had done a few weeks ago which really has nothing to do with sucking cock is I had the tendon under my tongue snipped so I can stick my tongue out a little further when I lick a guy's asshole. I do wish my tongue was a couple of feet long. Another fantasy is to lick my way up a guy's colon and just lick around in there. But I only gained 3/4 of an inch which made a world of difference but no where near enough to make my fantasy come true. It has made me a better kisser though.

Now I'm saving up my money to have other surgeries done. I want facial feminization surgery though everyone says I already look like a girl. I'm getting implant for my tits though they are up to a size C from three and a half years of hormones. Then there is hair removal though I don't have much of that and I'm blond so what little I have isn't highly visible. Then I'm getting my bottom surgery but I have to find a doctor who can do vaginoplasty but leave the balls in there some place. I love having them hurt while I'm getting fucked. I'd miss having guys bust my balls hard and you can't enjoy testicular agony if you ain't got testicles.

Of course once I have had my srs gay men won't be as interested in my any more. But as pretty as I am, not to sound conceited, I don't think I will have a lot of trouble finding lots of guys with big cock to gang ra*e me at both ends and make me choke on their huge cocks.