I was celebrating my 25th birthday and this group of girls at work took me out. We went to this bar/grill which had a happy hour. We ordered drinks and some food. There was great music and we were kidding around. This one girl, Lucy, kept touching me. Then she leaned over to talk to me and put her arm around my neck and pulled me close to her. She told me she knew I would like the place because that is where all the good girls hung out. She kissed me on the cheek and said I was so fucking delicious.

I was in a gay bar, Tuesday night was ladies night, she got close to me and told me she wanted me to relax and enjoy myself, she kissed me again on the cheek and said she wanted to dance. A woman, she was like the manager came over and asked if I was OK. She told my coworker to keep things clean and leave me alone, it was obvious I wasn't interested. She looked at me and said if I needed help to call her, she didn't want a scene.

The other two girls had disappeared, I was left alone with Lucy. Soon I saw the other two girls dancing. Lucy told me they were dating and she wanted to date me. I told her I wasn't one of them. She said 'yes you are, I can tell'. She put her arm around my shoulder again and kissed my cheek again and said she wanted to dance with me and hold me tight. The next kiss was on the mouth, then another kiss on the mouth. The other two girls came back to the table and asked if we were getting along. The commented on how many pretty girls were there and I wasn't with Lucy I could probably score.

Lucy stood up and bent over and asked me to dance. On the floor she quickly put her arms around my neck and told me to hold her waist and get close. When she kissed me again I turned my face, and I got a hard look and a warning not to turn my face on her. She kissed me for a long time while we danced, we were so close together nothing was left to the imagination.

She took me home that night, I was going to be a lesbian with her one way or the other. She put all the moves on me, and she made love to me and didn't leave anything out. The next morning when we got to the office she told the other two girls that she was right, I was gay all the way.

At the office there were lots of lesbians, the office manager was lesbian and she mostly hired through referrals. I had gotten hired through an agency, but I was an exception. The office had about 25 women working the phones, and three men. Half of the women were gay, me included. It is just that I kept it to myself until I went to work there. At least I found out that I would go out with a woman, she just had to force me because I would never have gone at it alone.

Being gay alone had been hard, I have known since I was a kid in school. Working in a group of gay women makes it feel almost normal. Finding someone to date had always been hard. It is still hard, I just never had the emotional energy to ask someone out. I'm out now, and I date, and mostly I date Lucy.

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