by Anonymous on Jul 6, 2017 at 11:03 AM

I can relate to that. I know what that is like because I had the same thing happen to me as a young boy. Like you I just let it happen because he was older and some one I looked up to.
We were at his house one day while his parents were away for the day and he talked me in to getting naked with him then me playing with his big dick and he talked me in to sucking it and had me swallow most of his cum. In about an hour he had me on my knees sucking his dick again in front of the mirror on the back of his bedroom door.
He had me watch in the mirror and he liked watching too and it took longer the second time but he told me he was going to cum and held onto my head and emptied his nuts in my throat.
Over the next few days he and I snuck around to hide in different places so I could suck his dick and I began to like it as much as he did. Weeks later after sucking his dick countless times he told me he wanted to fuck me and that I would like it. We did t that Saturday while his parents were gone for the day. He used Vaseline on my asshole and fingered me face down in the floor on a towel. He had me reach back and spread my ass cheeks for him while he fingered my asshole.
Once he thought I was ready he got on top of me and told me to just take it easy and he told me he wouldn`t hurt me. I felt him touch his dick head to my tiny asshole then he pushed until it went in. It hurt and I cried the whole time he fucked me then he came in my ass. I went to the bathroom and after I was in there awhile he came in to check on me and his dick was hard again.
It took a little while but this time he fucked me on the rug in the floor of the bathroom face down again and it felt better and was a little bit easier to take him in my ass. He fucked me two more times that day and I left just before his parents got back home. After that he fucked me all the time and I liked it as much if not more than he did.
It must have been about a year after he had been fucking me that he had me back in hi bedroom fucking me again while we were at his house alone. We were both naked and he had me on my back with my legs over his shoulders fucking me good and was about to cum in me again when the closet door opened and it was his best friend standing there naked stroking s dick watching me get fucked when they both let me know he was going to fuck me next.
I was uncomfortable with it at first but got used to it pretty quick and found it to be quite a turn on to be watched and have both of them taking turns on me and the more they fucked me the better I liked it so weeks later when they had me on my hands and knees in the woods a ways from the house all f us buck naked and one fucking my ass while the other was watching waiting his turn he just knelt in front of me and told me to suck his dick then he forced it in to my mouth grabbed my head and told me to suck it.
He made me gag a few times but never stopped and I could hear both of them talking to each other laughing a little and a high five or two later while gagging on the cum going down my throat the other one came in my ass,
We stayed there a while longer as they did what ever they wanted to do to me at either end then they dressed and left as I sat there in the grass naked with their cum leaking from my ass and the after taste of cum in my mouth. I jacked off thinking about what my two older friends had done to me and with two fingers deep in my cum filled asshole I licked my cum off my hand and thought about what the would do to me the next time. Which was the very next day and many days after that until the both went off to college.
I grew up to have a normal life married with grand children now but find myself thinking about it still and know I would allow it again if the right person confronted me I would not mind at all to be fucked up the ass and once again feel a man`s warm cum shooting up my ass. Once it happens you never forget it and always have the desire for it to happen again.