A man at work started to call me sweetheart, and then baby. I wanted to avoid him but my work required that we spend some time together. He found me for lunch and sat down beside me in the booth and his hand was up and down my thigh, I tried to stop his hand but he pushed it up until he got his hand all the way up and he pressed his hand against my pussy. I held on to his hand as hard as I could, he leaned over and told me that pussies were made for touching and pussies were made for fucking and he wanted my pussy and that is all there was to it.

When we got back to the office he smacked me hard on the ass, I turned to face him and he said he wanted my pussy.

I told a friend of mine and she told me to go to HR. That he had a reputation of giving girls trouble. I went to HR but when I was there I told them another story, I didn't mention him or anything.

A girl in engineering was celebrating her birthday and he put his arms around her and hugged her. A horrible wave of jealousy came over me, I didn't sleep that night, I stayed angry at this other girl for weeks. I went to his office and asked him if still felt the way he said he did, if he still wanted me then I was his.

I won't say that I am used to it, or that I even like it, I probably don't. I know I am learning, I'm not scared anymore, I do it and maybe I will like it, maybe I will never like it.