this is something i don't ever talk about but i like that i can confess anonymously on here. i was only 8 years old the first time my father convinced me to suck his dick. i was naive and he convinced me that it was a normal thing between father and daughter but no one is allowed to talk about it. on my 11th birthday is when he decided he wanted more. i awoke to being tied to my bed sprawled out completely naked. i look up and see my father naked and his dick was hard. i cried out, what are you doing daddy? he said he was taking what was his! as i'm squirming to try to get free he is rubbing lube on his penis then he holds me down harder to pour some on my virgin vagina. he then slaps me and says quit crying you deserve this and puts the head of his penis to the entrance of my vagina and he told me i was about to become a woman. He rammed it hard into me and i screamed in pain, i felt like i was being ripped in half. he just kept slamming his dick into me over and over as he is yelling at me, " you Like daddy's fat dick don't you, you little slut?" "you like getting fucked don't you?" "Take daddy's Cock like the whore you are" i was crying the whole time, screaming that it hurt and why was he doing this to me? the whole thing felt like it lasted an eternity but it was only about 5 minutes.he came inside of me and pulled out his dick, i could see it was covered in blood and semen. he looked down at me and smiled and said that is a good daddies girl. he then untied me and left the room. i laid there crying the rest of my birthday. that was only the first time that happened, he violated me many more times over the next 3 years. he wasn't caught until i was 13 years old and he had gotten me pregnant. i didn't tell anyone before because he threatened to kill me if i told a soul about what he did to me. he is still in prison. and i have heard that he has even gotten some of the same treatment he gave me when i was a kid. this feels kinda good to get off my chest after all these years. if you are wondering where my mother was in all of this she died when i was only 3 so it was just my father and I.