I was 14 when my paternal grandmother came to live with us after my grandfather died. She was in her late fifties at the time and 'quite involved'. She and my mother did not see quite eye to eye, but we all made do.

One day I was sitting with her in her room and she asked me if my mom had given me the 'talk'. I answered truthfully, we talked when I was eleven. She got up, went to her dresser and came back to her chair and she had this six inch anatomically correct erect male penis dildo in her hand and she asked me if my mom had given me the 'talk', the talk about getting my ass fucked.

She held this dildo in her hand and asked me if I had ever grabbed a hard dick. Her words were more or less 'once you grab a hard dick the only thing that will satisfy you is having a hard dick in your pussy'. And she gave me the dildo to hold. She told me to hold it, to caress it, to love it, to put it in my mouth and to go upstairs and get it as far up my pussy as I dared, and then fuck myself silly.

When she walked me down the hall she told me that I was a full grown girl now, and in not time some guy was going to get on my bones and shove his dick in me and a girl needed to know what to expect and to go enjoy myself.

I kept the dildo under the mattress, I got it out at night and lubed myself up with my finger and then laid back and inserted it in as far as it would go and fucked myself. I got to know my pussy and when the day came in my senior year and I got dick for the first time, I enjoyed every minute of it. I liked the boy, but he wasn't boyfriend material, he was just good to have sex with the first time. A bunch of us had gone out to this cabin by the river and he pulled me into one of the rooms, and I gave it up on a bare mattress.