At 29, I worked in one of the offices of a large company. After continuously running into Dennis, one of my fellow workers at a nearby, popular lunch place, he suggested we go together. It became a routine. The man was witty and had a great sense of humor so it was not a painful process. After knowing him a year or so, he confessed that he had a mind-blowing inheritance and did not really have to work but he could not see himself fishing or golfing every day and was not the "retired" type.

After a while, he invited me to his home for dinner. I was shocked when I saw the stately home he lived in and the fact that he had household people working for him. My own sense of humor developed listening to him and his wife, Emily, became and actual friend who would sometimes touch my arm or shoulder while talking to me. Yes, that's where this is going but not without some twisty kink.

Soon enough, with Dennis's request, I brought Hanna, a young woman we worked with, along for dinner. everything seemed normal at first but slowly segued into a more involved relationship. Dennis and I watched, in time, Emily and Hanna become closer and then it became obvious to us that there was a physical involvement. Both Dennis and I walked in on them in parts of the large home, embracing and enjoying a deep, passionate kiss. They would break it off but just out of politeness. Neither was apologetic about it.

Driving Hanna home one day, she asked to stop for coffee, which we did. At the coffee shop she said, "It's about time I bring you in on things." Puzzled, I asked about what she was talking about. She said that she has slept with Dennis and Emily numerous times and they had discussed bringing me into the little sex group. About an hour later, at her home, she called Emily and said, "We just fucked each other's brains out and he will join the group."

The next time we all got together it was very awkward for me at first so Hanna told them all about the stuff we did in bed and Dennis opened his pants and started openly wanking. Emily and Hanna started tearing their clothes off and kissing. Soon, while a bit shy, I was sitting there nude with a major boner. I watched the two ladies having sex while Dennis fucked Hanna. I moved cautiously into the scene.

That night, I drove Hanna home and she showered, then we had sex but I could still smell Emily on her. What I was left with was wondering why all of this took so long to break into and where was it all headed. That was three years ago and I still don't know. It's not a frenzied relationship but a steady and enjoyable one. Somehow, I feel it's much too good to last. I feel like talking about it with someone but other than this posting there's no one. I might start to see a shrink to whom I can talk and discuss all of it. I'm too straight to go it by myself.